Let The Imagineering Life Begins..

100 Truths

2009-05-29T20:54:00.006+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage> sata.. best !!
2. Last phone call> officemate
3. Last text message> my sis
4. Last song you listened to> bad influence - pink
5. Last time you cried> few days ago.. i was raging !!

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice> yep
7. Been cheated on> na.. nobody could.. i'm too nice to them..
8. Kissed someone & regretted it>nope.. isk haram tau lum kawin.. :-)
9. Lost someone special> yes
10. Been depressed> yes
11. Been drunk and threw up> nope

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. black
13. blue
14. red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend> yes
16. Fallen out of love> no
17. Laughed until you cried> no
18. Met someone who changed you> no
19. Found out who your true friends were> i've ALWAYS known
20. Found out someone was talking about you> yep, n i dunt care..

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list> *nope*
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life> most of them
23. How many kids do you want> 5-6
24. Do you have any pets> no
25. Do you want to change your name> no

26. What did you do for your last birthday> relax at home with frens i think.. x ingat la..
27. What time did you wake up today> 0730 n not in a good way too..
28. What were you doing at midnight> deep sleep..
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for> food... haha
30. Last time you saw your Mother> right now..

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life> wish i took the scholarship to overseas..
32. What are you listening to right now> pink
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom> nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now> some "lost" connection with someone..
35. Most visited webpage> facebook.

36. Whats your real name> Adaliia Hassan Norddeen
37. Nicknames> Ya, alia, Ada, Liia, Makdeq
38. Relationship Status> single-ish
39. Zodiac sign> Leo
40. Male or female?> Female

41. Primary school> assunta convent
42. Secondary school> smart
43. High school/college/university?> um

44. Hair color> black
45. Long or short> mid length
46. Height> 158cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?> for a full of 8 years..dumb dumb me..
48: What do you like about yourself?> i'm strong when nobody is, i'm smart when everybody's stupid, i'm symphatetic when everybody's cursing..
49. Piercings> nope
51. Righty or lefty> righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: takde
53. First piercing: darjah 2 rsnye..
54. First best friend: the twins.. not anymore..
55. First sport you joined: volleyball, luv it so much..
56. First vacation: ntah..
58. First pair of trainers: too long to remember

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating> nothing
60. Drinking> plain water
61. I'm about to> do my claims
62. Listening to> pink..
63. Waiting on> my download to finish.

YOUR FUTURE

64. What kids?> good hearted, sincere, genius.
65. Get Married?> definitely..
66. Career?> we'll c if i'll stick to O&G

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes> lips
68. Hugs or kisses> both!!
69. Shorter or taller> taller
70. Older or Younger> olderrrr
71. Romantic or spontaneous> romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms> nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud> loud, coz i'm sensitive. hey opposite attracts don't they..
74. Hook-up or relationship> relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant> n.a

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger> nope
77. Drank hard liquor> never
78. Lost glasses/contacts> all the time
79. Sex on first date> nope
80. Broken someone's heart> thrice??!! hehe
82. Been arrested> nope
83. Turned someone down> yes
84. Cried when someone died> of course, i'm not cold hearted.
85. Fallen for a friend?: yup.. still working for it to wither..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself> definitely..
87. Miracles> not really.. in movies yeah..
88. Love at first sight> i dun think so..
89. Heaven> yes
90. Santa Claus> no
91. Kiss on the first date> nope..
92. Angels> yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time> nope..
95. Did you sing today?> everyday when driving..
96. Ever cheated on somebody?>tonnes of times.. hey who doesn't..
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?> after spm...
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?> July '08
99. Are you afraid of falling in love? i know i am... yes..
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: scout's honor!

Kaki Wayang ..

2009-04-23T09:16:00.004+08:00

This month i watched 2 movies at the cinema.. last Saturday tengok Fast and Furious 4 kt TGV Sunway. spontan je xtiviti ni. best citer ni.. even i hairan how come Han is still alive.. i x follow sgt cite FnF ni. but enjoyed it very much..

last night i watched Friday the 13th. the story, as xpected in typical US thriller. all the events dlm citer tu aku da blh guess. despite of the "knowing wat's next in the movie", i can say admire jgk dgn stunt2 dia. mmg daring jgk killing method yg digunakan.. tp last night the fun was off the screen, as i went with my close friends.. kerenah derang yg aku seronok lebih... hehe.. jom wat lagi kengkawan...

Trauma

2009-03-19T01:23:00.003+08:00

21st of March last year aku demam virus. which was the scariest moment for me last year. until today i can still feel the suffer i went thru just like it was yesterday.

aku x tau ngaper 2 3 hari ni aku x bape sehat jgk tp nothing serious . aku rs aku just trauma yg amat coz of last year's experience. but insyaallah i think i won't get any sick anytime soon. coz i think last year i was sick also because of work stress. today alhamdulillah no stress from my work. thank GOD. insyaallah harap2 sehat2 aje.. ameen...

My Best Friend's Wedding

2009-03-08T20:32:00.002+08:00

Semalam another best fren from campus got wed. Aina. She is very humble and very nice person. and so as her family.

Keluarga aina memang keluarga bahagia, I may say. aku saksikan sorang lagi kawan aku bernikah. jadi drebar pulak hari tu. antar pengantin g surau. spot call.

balik dari majlis, I was so flattered. tears in my eyes. no words to describe. but one thing i know i'm very happy for her.

Just a Test.. somewhat true, I can say..

2009-03-03T15:09:00.001+08:00

Have a try --> http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Tagged by Hajja

2009-03-02T11:00:00.007+08:00

Do you think that you are hot..??
No. not pysically at least..

Why do u you like this picture?

pic 1 - because i had the best workmates ever at this place..

pic 2 - masa ni aku kurus.. hik hik.. and this was the last photo taken together as a family. even tho chorum x cukup..

pic 3 -this is family now !!

When was the last time you eat pizza?
3 weeks ago i think. with Jiha.

The last song you listen to?
Lily Allen - Back to the Start

What are you doing rite now beside doing this..
Downloading Slumdog, and new musics..

What name do you prefer besides yours?
hmm... Nadia??

People to tag
Adounii
Jiha
Melati-Mel
Milo
Lee Hua Ming

Who is no. 1 ?
my sister.

Who is no. 2?
my fashion advisor.. ;-)

Say something about no. 3
Knew her thru facebook. but we clicked "on the net".

How about no.4?
A Traveller I can say.

Who is no. 5?
Ex

Slumdog Millionaire

2009-02-20T23:27:00.003+08:00

Last weekend pergi tengok Slumdog Millionaire. Brilliant !! Memang best giller citer ni.. Highly recommended..
Can't deny myself, this is the most memorable scene for me in the film ..
Amitabh Bachan !! cute... hehe

The Allianz Day

2009-02-10T16:40:00.006+08:00

today i renewed my car insurance. for the first time. i first called the customer service how to pay. she said can pay anywhere at CIMB branch. i asked wat is the amount for this year, she said it is stated in the previous policy. ok la fine. so i went to sunway CIMB branch. i asked the CIMB Lady 1, can i pay with credit card, she said can no problem. i even showed her my insurance policy. the old one of course. i missed my number when i was busy filling up the form. Lady 2 said she already called another number and she asked me to take another number.

at the counter, Lady 2 was confused why i didn't bring the money. i said i want to pay my insurance with credit card. wat's the point of having cc if u need to carry ur money??!!Lady 2 said cannot must bring money.. i stupidly believe and went to take withdraw my money.

after withdrawed the money, i again took another number. Lady 3 ni baik sikit. and bijak sikit, at first she doesn't know how to do the transaction. but she asked her superior. no wonder they all didn't know what Commerce Assurance is. plus commerce changed the name to Allianz.

i asked Lady 3 how to obtain the new policy, she said the branch only takes care of the payment. so i need to call Lady 4. Lady 4 said, i paid too much for my insurance. but it's ok as i can have refund. and i need to go to Plaza Sentral to take my new policy.

so i did. went by RapidKL. cost me Rm2. during lunch, i noticed Lady 4 wrongly put my address. so i called. Lady 5 picked up as Lady 4 went for lunch. they will courier the corrected one to home. and so, there goes my day of Allianz. Better luck next time. on the way home, rewarded myself JCo Donuts. the one with long queues during weekends. Today not at all.. lucky me..

Changeling

2009-02-07T15:01:00.002+08:00

Semalam tengok Changeling kt hotel.. downloaded version... I download this movie coz it seems to be a high profile.. it's been at everybody's tongue.. mainly coz Angelina Jolie.. n Clint Eastwood..

1st half of the movie, i found it scary to watch. somehow I can expect wer it's heading.. some of the scenes I actually watched in front of my very eyes.. In my own version of course.. n different circumstances...

however.. It's a great story.. As Angie said.. If it's not a true story, it's absurd..

Bila abis keje awal..

2009-02-07T14:48:00.005+08:00

Yesterday i finished my task early. patutnye smlm dah bleh check out hotel. but i decide to indulge myself on company's expenses.. lepak kt hotel. kul 4 dah balik.

today after breakfast jalan2 kt pantai. just to take some shots. again on company's gadget. bile la nk beli DSLR ni.. looking at pic below, I think i'm gonna take serious in photography..

da lama x blog..

2008-12-22T10:04:00.002+08:00

hai blog.. dah lama x tulis kt sini.. x tau nk tulis ape coz not much happening things lately.. sebulan x pegi site last month..arghh my income dropped..
anyway last month my cuzen kawen.. ok la.. cud be better... mmg meriah..

the dooms, the damns and the downs of my life..

2008-10-13T20:04:00.003+08:00

mmg da lama giler aku x update blog ni.. not that i have nothing to write.. it's just too much in my head rite now.. especially after i lost the most lovable aunty, "DE" in my life.. she passed away last ramadhan, on the 13th.i did expect it. but didn't expect it too soon.it was second after i lost mak ngah in kelantan last august. on the 12th i just texted her saying tht i'm coming for work in kuantan and i want to company her when her husband goes for terawih. well, wat's gone is gone. ape yg penting, i thank GOD very much coz she went away peacefully and the best was in ramadhan. n i thank GOD that i have told her tht i love her. at least she knows it.

after the lost, i was morally down. lost my appetite. but life still needs to go on. people ask me to take care of my cousin, Yin. this late few years, we became quite close as she stayed with me for a while before moved in with her brother.

both aunties, was the major help during my family crisis in 2003. it was 5 years ago but everything is crystal clear in my head. i've told my frens about it. but none knows everything coz i didn't have time to tell it all. soo many things happen. learnt a lot about life that time.

susah nk citer kt dlm ni. dunno how to express it. sometimes i thot of putting into a novel or something. but not everybody can understand. hikmah aunty i pergi, is that we bonded back with my other aunty whom we "had crisis" with. not that tight but at least better than before. sblum ni raya pun aku ngn akak aku x hingin nak pergi. tahun ni la 1st time pergi raya. her kids tahun ni la baru oksikit. besala memula hipokrit la jgk.lantak la.. biasa je.

for now, i think i just want to concentrate on my work. my life. my sis. my mom. my bro. my dad.. yang lain tu kalau ade kira extra la. kite x leh dapat semua benda kt dlm dunia ni.. ape pun aku semakin memahami takdir hidup yg ALLah tentukan selama ni. wallahualam.

Saje suka suka

2008-09-04T12:06:00.001+08:00

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night?
Azzalea

2. What were you doing at 0800?
trying to get out of bed..

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
in the office, doing stuffs..

4. What happened to you in 2006?
Life was simple, broke but happy. free !!

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
eh cemana nk print booklet ..?

6. How many beverages did you have today?
fried mee for sahur..

7.What color is your hairbrush?
pink

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
my car.. @#$%^&*

9. Where were you last night?
went to send some kurma to eni's house..

10. What color is your front door?
dark green..

11. Where do you keep your change?
Purse, in my car, werever it fits..

12. What’s the weather like today?
fine

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
metropolitan

14. What excites you?
hmm.. paintball? any indoor sports will do..

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
yes. thot of having it next week..

16. Are you over the age of 25?
yes

17. Do you talk a lot?
only when tensed or excited.

18. Do you watch the O.C ?
sometimes.. great drama..

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
yeah my neighbour here in pj and kuantan..

20. Do you make up your own words?
not really.

21. Are you a jealous person?
rationally yes.

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘ A ‘?
anand the crazy man..

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘ K ‘?
KJ?

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
Anand the crazy man

25. What does the last text message your received say?
ada.. kita bukak puasa kat sini..ayhngah tido cni.!

26. Do you chew on your straw?
yeah u caught me..

27. Do you have curly hair?
No

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
pasar ramadhan kelana jaya

29. Who’s the rudest person in life?
her..

30. What was the last thing you ate?
fried mee for sahur

31. Will you get married in the future?
insyaallah

32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
i rarely watched any movie lately

33. Is there anyone you like right now?
not really

34. When was the last time you did the last wishes?
last night

35. Are you currently depressed?
just lost my favorite auntie.. n that's a yes..

36. Did you cry today?
no. had enuff..

Al Fatihah to Mok Ngoh

2008-08-27T16:11:00.003+08:00

AlFatihah..
Tamat sudah riwayat ibu saudara ku, kakak kepada ayah. kali terakhir aku jumpa mok ngoh masa awal july. masa tu mok ngoh nazak jugak. kt hospital. mok ngoh sesak nafas. alhamdulillah masa tu semakin pulih. mok ngoh dpt balik rumah.

1st time aku dpt tahu mok ngoh diagnosed with cancer was in april. masa tu aku kt kuantan. time dpt tahu tu pun aku dah nangis.. aku x tau kenapa. tp masa aku dpt tahu "De", adik mak aku dpt kanser aku x nangis. dlm hati aku masih ada harapan utk De pulih. mungkin sebab beza umur antara de ngn mok ngoh. plus mok ngoh was already at stage 4 punye kanser. tapi De still at stage 3.

23rd of August
1.20 pm
- my cuzen called informing me of her death.
1.30 pm
- fetch my father from his home. surprisingly to find him not even ready yet.
2.30 pm
- depart from sunway.
- fetch my brother at pekeliling
3.30 pm
- br dpt masuk karak highway after gone thru such mass traffic.
11.00 pm
- arrived at mok ngoh's house.
- greet my cuzen to see her so calm.
- i slept for only 2 hours that night.
- accompanied my cuzen.she cried beside her mother. yet still calm even tho crying.

24th August 2008
6.00 am
- subuh prayer
- get things ready to mandikan jenazah.
7.30 am
- i made the water to be used, kapur barus and daun hmm can't remember the name.
9.00 am
- ustazah yg lead mandi jenazah tu baru smpai. then baru la start mandikan jenazah.
- my cuzen, eni,me and few other cousins, and also in laws also helped.
aku sgt berbesar hati dpt peluang mandikan arwah. sebab aku rs bersalah sangat x jaga dia masa dia sakit.

10.40 am
- kafankan arwah
- sembahyang jenazah
- iring ke kubur. yg naik dlm van jenazah masa tu, ayah ngoh, mok ngoh's children (eni, hisham n yon), me n my dad

11.00 am
- alhamdulillah sesampai di kubur semua urusan mudah. anak2 mok ngoh sgt berharap dpt tanam before kul 12 sebab itu waktu yg elok. alhamdulillah tercapai.

12.00 pm
- bertolak balik rumah
- makan tengahari
- dpt la tidur skejap. mmg kepenatan.

2.00 pm
- fetch my cuzen's husband from airport.

7.30 pm
- after solat maghrib, siap-siap untuk kenduri tahlil

itula aktiviti me n my family last weekend. mok ngoh aku ni dia la yg selalu tolong orang. dia tolong masa kakak aku kahwin aritu. mok ngoh selalu pesan kt aku walau mcm mana pun ayah tetap ayah aku. walau dia byk buat perangai.. mok ngoh pesan kt cuzen aku suruh carikan jodoh untuk aku. terharu betul aku dgr.

aku x sangka betul mok ngoh dah takde. mak sedara aku yg baik hati ade 2 je. mok ngoh ngn de. dua2 sakit. sorang da x de. ape2 pun aku redho. semoga ALLah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh mok ngoh.i love you mok ngoh. insyaallah eni ya adounii hisham yon abe mie lai will always pray for you. kitorang akan terus bersatu as a family..

ameen.

mok ngoh dalam kenangan..

Interpersonal Intelligence

2008-08-21T20:38:00.001+08:00

Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 77%

Your Interpersonal Intelligence is High

You are definitely a "people person." You enjoy spending time with others.

You instinctively understand people, and you are both a good counsellor and mediator.

However, there are definitely times when you've had enough. And that's when you cherish being alone.

How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate?

Outcome of nothing to blog mood..

2008-08-21T20:35:00.000+08:00

People Definitely Like You

You are very well liked, and many people admire you.

You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around.

Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay.

Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are!

What People Don't Like About You:

People don't like that you seem unnatural and stiff at times. You sometimes give off an impression of being standoffish or fake.

What People Like About You:

People like that you can defend what you believe in calmly and rationally. You stand your ground and gain respect.

People like that you give them complements. You make people feel good about themselves!

People like your self deprecating sense of humor and that you don't take yourself too seriously.

Do People Like You?

Lucky Number 28

2008-07-24T07:57:00.003+08:00

28.. the number twists today.. it's not the 28 that i imagined 10 years ago.. however, i thank GOD for what I have now..

just hoping more maturity, prosperity and all other +ve ity that i can get..hehe..
not much to say.. Happy Birthday to Me..

Baik jadi doktor..

2008-06-27T05:35:00.002+08:00

hmm.. aku br balik dr site.. haa.. what??!! yupp.. it's 535 in the morning n i just got back.. mcm doktor la kire.. dulu aku teman member on call kt hospital. skrg aku pulak yg kn on call.. hah pdn muka.. ni dah kali ke 2 minggu ni.. x smpai selang 3 hari pun... kalo mcm ni nye keje pun org x appreciate jugakk aku x tahu laa..

hmm aku br je nk apply cuti.. nk lek kl.. tp kalo da mcm ni ghope gayanye.. lmbt lg la aku kt sini gamaknye.. tp aku br suggest solutions.. harap2 jadi la.. sblum mate aku blah dr bhsb.. sebab dia x de kang x de org plak nk buat..

last 3 days, mate aku dtg... dia antara org yg agak close ngn aku kt site ni.. dia dtg wat testing.. nasib baik dia dtg.. memang tepat pada masanye.. di saat aku memerlukan motivasi dan kata2 nasihat.. sebab otak aku dah sangap giler...

masa dia kt sini ade la terjadi beberapa insiden.. antaranya jatuh dlm lubang kt computer room.. mmg x patot betul.. tp mmg aku jatuh.. blue black habis kaki aku smpai lenguh giller nk drive.. aku suruh member aku je jd drebar.. pastu dpt pulak email yg kununnye kitorang ni x de disiplin kt site.. amboi sedapnye komplen..

aku mmg sedikit stress la.. tp bila mate ak ni advise.. aku rasa lega sikit ar. mmg kena betul advise dia.. n i really need it... thanx a bunch mate. i hope u x jadi transfer.. muahahahaha...

ok la tu je nk citer kt arini.. nk mkn nasi goreng aku br beli.. ape pun.. Yeah Go SPAIN gO SPAIN.. aku tgk bola kt cntrl room.. bestt jugakk.. haha

Ouchh

2008-06-21T21:42:00.002+08:00

hai mcblog.. lama giler aku x tulis kt sini.. last time was when i thot i'm back to office for good.. hmm nmpknye tidakk.. this last 2 3 weeks i just can't think straight... too much on my mind.. since i'm still young in my job, that's y it's kinda headache to handle such enormous responsibilities..

menda yg paling byk makan masa aku adalah OPC ngok ngek tu.. utk APC.. adoii.. at last.. aku dpt jgk selesaikan masalah tu.. sebenarnye aku rs aku boleh je selesaikan cepat.. tp sbb aku x dpt nk concentrate. benda bertimbun timbun.. sumenye nk kn study dulu.. cemana aku nk buat.. pulak tu utk pre close - up aku br dpt emel about deadlines.. damn i am so cannot finish it.. then i wrote email to my pm. telling how my situation really is..i've been so tensed last week that made me cry to sleep.. menyampah betul biler kena pk pasal keje ni.. tp alhamdulillah things are getting astray now.. opc da berjaya.. insyaallah. aku da test 3 hari so far it is stable.. PI is up.. n apc is ready for commissioning... wat left are 3 things.. which only 1 i can do on my own.. 2 lg kn study duluu n need help.. i;ve been crying for help since last november.. now that deadline is just around the corner .. help is still not here.. i think i need to start to lookout.. a few of my friends already got permanent position..well they said their contract has ended..coincedentally, headcounts are available.. hmm... cannot tell.. watever it is i need to start to look out.. i dun believe in bhsb.. things do not go as it is supposed to be any more...

lately aku rs, aku nye tanggungjawab ni sgt besar. sgt banyak.. compared to others. aku x tau la kenapa.. i appreciate the trust.. but sometimes i need help too..

bile da baca blog chi chiong kai. aku rs termotivasi pulak.. aku pnh diberitahu pasal buku tuu. da lama da aku dgr.. siap dpt cd lagi dr member dulu. tp x sempat nk baca pun... well i think, i'm inspired.. coz i trust my agent.. hehehe

Back into Civilization..

2008-06-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

yeahh arini da ade kt sunway... sian mak aku.. mak aku nk ikut dtg sini.. tp barang aku penuh giller dlm kete.. aku pun malas gak nk bawak benanye.. sbb nnt kesian kt siini aku keje x kan mak aku nk duk sensorang.. aku lg galakkan mak aku g johor.. setidak-tidaknye dpt la mak aku main ngn budak2 tu.. kalo kt umh aku ni penat naik tangga aje. dah lah umah mcm tongkang.. isk x nak la bawak.. hehe..

well arini smpai kl je aku terus g opis utk deliver barang2 yg byk itu.. dan berharga.. ada 3 pda HP.. aku x mo simpan. kang hilang x mo aku tanggung.. menda2 tu utk satu sub projek mtbe.. onewireless nama projek tu... wireless transmitter. 1st deploy in malaysia i tell you.. hahaha..n i'm gonna do it.. wow... mcm bagus jerr...insyaallah dpt la buat...

rindu jerr kt member2 opis.. dpt la jumpa derang tadi.. hehehe.. hm kt opis skang x byk job... ramai yg agak free.. free pun yg x bape bz la.tp ade la keje sesikit.. esok aku nk cuti.. fooh penat sehh.. 3minggu keje straight without off day.. lemau lemau..

so since aku cuti esok... kt sambung esok ye mcblog ku.. hehe by the way.. aku da tgk da grey's anatomy season 4 smpai abis.. hehe best giler.. aku siap suh member aku pos ke kuantan aritu. muaahahaha. kemaruk x kemaruk.. sebab kecewa x dpt citer southparkk.. huwaa..

2008-05-31T23:00:00.001+08:00

You Are an Okay Listener

You try to be a good listener, and usually you are.

But some people are just so boring and difficult to listen to!

Your mind tends to wander during some conversations.

You are likely to space out a little or try to change the subject to something more interesting.

Are You a Good Listener?

2008-05-31T22:51:00.001+08:00

Your Mind is Yellow

Of all the mind types, yours is the most intellectual.

You crave mental stimulation, and your thoughts tend to very complex.

Your thoughts tend to be innovative and cutting edge, though many people don't understand them.

You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about science, architecture, and communication.

What Color Is Your Mind?

What Colour is Your Mind

2008-05-31T22:41:00.001+08:00

Your Mind is Yellow

What Color Is Your Mind?

still in kuantan...

2008-05-31T22:22:00.004+08:00

hello bloggie.. arini last day of May.. hmm genap sebulan aku x jenguk kau.. sowiee.. my job forbids me.. debush debush.. well da 3 minggu aku kerja straight with no off day.. nk kata giler kata la.. tp dah tepaksa.. aku da kena selsema da ni.. aku x tau la.. kalo x pegi keje nnt serba salah.. lgpun aku ni masih kontrak.. there's no guarantee yet for me.. lgpun as per my history here, i need to prove myself more..

this time commission for another location. at port storage. much much smaller compared to last month's... 1/3. tmpt pun lebih selesa.. this time aku takeover psl hardware.. since da x de org lain.. well aku x kesah.. lgpun byk benda aku blh belajar.. x pe la.. mmg perit tp i know it is for my own good.. well team member pun da kurang this time.. 12 org je.. x mcm dulu 30 orang.. so mostly everynight/lunch we all eat together.. pm aku pun lbh byk spend time ngn kitorang.. dia nmpk lebih cool compared tu during mtbe... kalo dulu tu aku nk mintak balik pun takut.. muka berkerut ajekk..

ms memula aku smpai mmg boring giller...skrg ni ok skt.. tp pas ni kurang la org.. aku nk balik benanye isnin ni.. tp x dpt kot.. maybe selasa.. coz aku kn dtg balik on the 17hb utk testing.. pastu dpt pulak skop keje baru.. onewireless.. well.. byk politik menda ni.. training nye beria ramai pergi.. time nk buat.. hmm masing2 tunjuk sibuk... hmmm

ah biar la.. yg penting aku nak pergi kota bharu tgk mok ngoh 13hb ni...naik flight.. saje da lama x naik.. ehehehe... indulgence .. hahaha..

oh ye.. lupa plak.. arini aku dpt tengok obor obor dgn mata kepala aku.. yg besar mcm bola basketball.. pastu nmpk ikan todak.. best gillerr....

aku nk balik sunway .. !

2008-04-30T19:41:00.003+08:00

sebulan kt MTBE. since 1hb april sampai la hari ni 30hb april. berkuak dah aku kt sini.. aku dpt rasa mcm mana kerja kt kampung halaman.. memula best la.. tp entah la naper dah lelama ni aku rs busan.. agaknye mungkin sebab aku dah biasa life kt kl.. aku pun dpt rs mcm mane duduk ngn mak aku dlm keadaan aku bekerja.. duduk masa sekolah lain geng..hmm i would rather not la kot.. hehe.. mmg sgt convenient tp aku lebih suka hidup berdikari..aku rs lebih free.. balik je rumah mak pok pek pok pek.. aku x larat nk jawab sbb penat sgt keje.. aku angguk ngn geleng je laa.. hahaha.. jwb jgk la sesikit..

yg penting aku dah dpt green light balik kl ahad ni.. mencari keje yg boleh dilakukan di opis.. yahoo.. aku nk balik !!!!

Demam..

2008-03-29T13:38:00.004+08:00

Jumaat 21Mac 2008
mulanye sakit kepala aje.. tp sakit mmg agak luar biasa... tak tahu la kenapa sakit kepala mlm tu.. so mlm tu aku mmg tido awal.. lgpun esok nye dah janji dgn milo nk antor dia.. aku telan panadol n aku tido jek la smpai esok..

Sabtu 22Mac 2008
Aku bangun kul 545 .. sakit kepla masih terasa.. x tau la apsal. berat betul kepala.. lepas antar milo mmg flat aku tido kt rumah.. smpai keesokan harinye. bdn terasa panas. tp selalu nye kalo aku rs aku ni demam maknanye x demam la tu. tu pasal aku mls nk layan. and so aku juz makan panadol aje. x g klinik pun.

Ahad 23Mac 2008
alhamdulillah ahad dah ok sikit. aku lepak ngn ida siap jenjalan kt OU lagi. tgk wayang plak tu.citer 27,000 dresses.. best giler. sempat la menghiburkan hati ida yg busan tu.. haha.. aku pun terhibur jgk. pastu mkn kt shogun. aku xde la rasa sehat sgt. tp sehari bersama teman mmg melegakan sikit. mlm tu aku juz mkn panadol sbb rs mcm panas badan. lalu tidorla dgn lena nye..

Isnin 24Mac 2008
hari ni aku keje mcm bese. aku dtg awal as usual. pastu mesti tido dulu pepagi kt surau. then time lunch aku tido lagi. aku rasa x sedap badan. rasa panad jek badan. besenya aku x tido tengahari. arini aku mmg pelik sebab aku tido waktu lunch. lena plak tu. rasa lemah. so aku decide pegi klinik. debuk ! doktor memberitakan sesuatu yang sangat tidak sedap didengar. i was suspected denggi. mau tak terkejut beruk aku. sakit kepala yg disangka akan hilang saja tetiba suspek plak mcm ni. adoi.. smpai opis je aku gtau PM aku.. spt reaksi biasa beliau. "Alamak.." mmg da xtahu nk ckp ape. so dia suruh aku balik. nasib baik esok x jadi g site..

Selasa 25Mac 2008
Still feeling feverish. shaking. no appetite. tired. all the down feelings. had the first blood test today. it was 158. quite normal as told by a friend.

Rabu 26Mac 2008
arini aku da x demam sangat. cuma letih aje. agaknye penat badan aku ni dok lawan penyakit.. sian badann... arini aku sedih sebab blood test arini drop to 119. aku dpt mc lagi.. dah hari ke 3 aku mc. aku malas nk layan so aku just makan obat n tido aje.. makan pun x lalu juz mkn roti aje..lg pun arini cirit birit.. khatib kol aku juz jawab hmmm.. sebab aku tgh tido.. dia tny aku kt umah ke.. aku ckp aah. demam. so x pe nnt dia kol bila dah sehat.. haha cam lawak jek..

Khamis 27Mac 2008
today run into blood test again. this time it was 115. Kak Jimot kata da statik tu kira ok. lgpun da x demam.tp tah nape doktor kt klinik suh dtg jgk. dia suh aku buat blood test kt hospital. becoz katanye my platlet clumping. so x dpt exact reading. hmm... so petang tu pulak aku kn g opis. ada org dr singapore dtg jumpa aku. so aku pergi la kejap.. dlm kul 6 aku g PPUM. nk buat blood test. nasib ade si salmi teman. kalo tidak nangeh aku.. dah la sedeh.. huhu.. pukul 1 br dpt result hampeh.com betul.. sama jgk. clumping. dia amik lg darah aku. tp ak da maleh dah nk tengok.

Jumaat 28Mac 2008
Hari ni 1st day aku kembali bekerja. ramai jugak yg bertanya. glame aku satu opis suma tau aku suspek denggi. bagus jugak semoga seramai itu juga la yg telah mendoakan aku. terima kasih. arini pulak ada miting. aku kena balik kuantan. setup system ready for shutdown. utk loopcheck sumer. well let's go HOME.. :)

mcm tu la kesah sakit aku minggu lalu.. sedeh.. takut. aku sampai nangis pun ade. yelah sebab da x sehat. pastu doktor klinik yg bodoj tu pulak nakut nakut kan aku. dah la x pandai.. tny kak jimot pun lg tahu. doktor tua semuanye... bongok tul. tobat x g dah klinik tu..

Life at 27+++

2008-03-21T19:15:00.004+08:00

Hello mcblog.. well.. life goes on.. just that a "new" family member just stepped in. my neo.. alhamdulillah akhirnya dpt jugak aku beli kereta.. even with many circumstances. syukur ke hadrat ALLah s.w.t.. walaupun kerana kereta itu juga ada tragedi yg berlaku. hmm.. x tau la nk kt ape da.. mungkin dulu aku x caya sgt kt mamat tu.. kurang la.. maybe % aku trust dia dulu hanye 60%.. tp skrg ni 0%.. sorry to say... he cud be my own blood.. but he is the blood from hurt feelings.. not to mention my mom.. i dunno la all this fella.. couldn't exactly express it all here.. but i know. because i'm the one feeling it..

i thank ALLah i still got my father & my sister.. i think education is very important. how our mind is educated dictates our thinking.. which led to our actions. i'm not calling them stupid. but i finally got to make a conclusion that this is one of the factors. both "mamat" n her is not highly educated. not to mention that DATIN also.. she's even worse. she flopped her SRP. but since she got rich, she thinks she owns the world, and the people who lives in it.. hmm let it be...
seriously these people (excluding my mother) have tortured me.. emotionally was the major part. "mamat" left house to live on his own since i was 15. we rarely see each other. we don't even communicate. at times, i had my circumstances.. BIG ones.. he's not even there to say hello. not even from afar. not to mention when i was taking my big exam, SPM. it was only my sis. who asked how am i doing. not to say i mind. but it hurts a lot when i am this stage, he claims me to be not helping him. why suddenly he is in my life. he's been disappeared all time long.. it's a BIG F***ing lie if i say i love him... it's a BIG F***ing lie too if i say i hate him. just no feelings wud be the best to describe it.. i just don't care about him any more..

and Her.. hmm she has always on "mamat's" side since we're little... i was always the one to be blamed on.. S***.. i hate this situation.. however i need to confess.. this is what has made me stronger inside.. all those tests that HE gaved me.. i thank HIM.. i knew ALLAH know BEST..

i worked like hell here.. wat i get i need to give that "mamat".. it was with hard work i got to earn my honda wave..i am so so so so sad.. however.. i just need to move on.. from wat i know.. i always has been put to face.get things in hard way.. and for wat i know.. it is more precious. and we will appreciate it more.. for every difficulties, there's always ease after it.... things has never been easy for me.. please ALLAh help me GOD.... Syukur alhamdulillah..

I Love my job...I Love my job...I Love my job...I Love my job...

2008-03-14T23:27:00.002+08:00

I Love my job...I Love my job...I Love my job...I Love my job...I Love my job...

sabar je la.. keje kt honeywell ni byk menguji kesabaran aku.. not to mention my maturity.. aku suka keje aku.. cuma kalau la diberi lebih masa untuk mengkaji. aku yakinaku da konfiden dgn experion. cuma skrg aku sgt lemah dlm advanced application. sbb menda tu kn tahu backgorund instrument, process.. hmm nk confugure the application is a headache, which i have already managed.. i mean only about 80% la..

but on how to really use it is one thing.. hmm bukannye senang.. otai kt sini.. hmm.. ade "angin" dia sndiri.. mls la nk layan.. kalo dia blh buat. aku mst blh buat punyer..

isnin ni ade audit nk dtg.. insyaallah.. aku yakin.. i'm gonna nail it..

300

2008-03-09T21:31:00.002+08:00

sumanye pasal rm300 .. arini actually aku janji ngn abg aku nk pass motor. dia beli dr aku.. sedih jgk nk lego mtr tu. sbb aku je la yg tahu payah jerih nye time beli mtr tu. tp aku follow advice kwn aku. dia kt jual la.. for family's sake.. n aku pun pk betul jgk.. aku mmg da rela hati da..

abg aku da byr 1k advance.. seingat aku yg mmg sentiasa pelupa ni.. aku janji nk lego at the price of 2.3k.. mmg aku betul2 ingat mcm tu.. so arini nk bg mtr abg aku nk la kasi balance.. so aku ingt lg 1.3k la.. tp aku ckp 300 tu x pe la kemudian pun x pe..
terus naik hangin abg aku... mcm2 kata2 kesat. mmg sgt sakit ati bile membaca sms tu.. then since abg aku tu insist sgt 2k je aku pun ok la x pe.. nk buat cemna.. then aku siap mintak maaf lg. aku ckp aku mmg betul2 lupa.. tp dia x nk jgk.. siap da x ngaku aku ni adik dia.. fine la... akt least aku da cuba..

so perasaan aku sekarang hanya lah sedih, sedikit gementar.. x sangka.. hny krn 300.. mcm ni sekali reaksi dia.. patutnye sbg abg dia la yg tlg aku.. ni terbalik pulakk.. dulu time aku study x berduit.. x pnh plk nk amik tau.. skrg bila aku da keje br la nk tunjuk muka.. ape hal mamat ni.. bod*** rupenye.. so kalo pape jd kt aku.. sesape yg baca ni.. tau la angkara nye abg aku la... sumanye gara2 300 ringgit..

Am I Selfish

2008-03-02T22:47:00.001+08:00

You Are 31% Selfish

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.

But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

How Selfish Are You?

How Well Do I Understand Men?

2008-03-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone.

You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.

Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

How Well Do You Understand Men?

Ma kind of Coffee

2008-03-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

You Are an Iced Coffee

At your best, you are: hyper, modern, and athletic

At your worst, you are: cheap and angsty

You drink coffee when: you're out with friends

Your caffeine addiction level: medium

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

Tak semua cam kiterr...

2008-03-02T22:25:00.003+08:00

eloo.. long time no blogging.. as time forbids.. well life ain't that much fun lately.. well it's nothing.. just having lead who just quits.. a bundle of work needs to be done.. had to cope up with schedule for more than 1 thing in one week at the sme time.. setelah puas merayu bantuan.. at last dpt jgk setelkan..with only minor hiccups.. tah la kdg2 aku x tau nk ckp mcm mane.. aku nye keje ni berjenis-jenis.. setiap stu pun aku kn go thru manual yg ratus2 muka. nk paham lagi. nk configure lg. suma pun nk kn siap cepat.. pastu nk kn troubleshoot lg. ntah la.. maybe aku je yg pk cm tu.. orang lain nye keje lg hebat. aku ni sape la... nk mtk tlg skt pun susah bkn main.. mls nk layan..

honestly mmg xde sape yg aku leh trust kt sini. becoz everybody's not honest. bila kt buat silap. x de sape nk tlg tegur. tegur yg membina. ckp belakang je kejenye.. i juz hate this kind of attitude.. well.. kesimpulannye.. tak semua cam kiterr..

16 Signs You love Someone

2008-02-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

16:
When you're on the phone with them
late at night and they hang up, you
still miss them even when it was just
two minutes ago.

15:
You read their texts over and
over again.

14:
You walk really slow when you're with
them

13:
You feel shy whenever they're around.

11:
When you think about them, your heart
beats faster but slower at the same
time.

10:
You smile when you hear their voice.

9:
When you look at them, you can't see
the other people around you, you just
see him/her.

8:
You start listening to slow songs
while thinking about them.

7:
They're all you think about.

6:
You get high just from their scent.

5:
You relize you're always smiling when
you're looking at them.

4:
You would do anything for them, just
to see them.

3:
While reading this, there was one
person on your mind this whole time.

2:
You were so busy thinking about that
person, you didnt notice number twelve
was missing

1:
You just scrolled up to check & are
now silently laughing at yourself.

My February..

2008-02-09T22:13:00.000+08:00

1. Happy?
- I'm OK..

2 . When was the last time you went out?
- yesterday.. went to visit my auntie..

3 . What was the last movie you saw?
- The American Gangster..

4 . The last place you went?
- Giant Kuantan..

5. Missing someone?
- yes.. but no use..

6. What made you smile today?
- watching videos of ma nephews..

7. Are you scared to fall in love?
- maybe..

9. Ever thought you were in love?
- :)

10 . What is your status right now?
- single..

11. Did you dream last night?
- nope..

12. What were you doing this morning at 7 am?
- deep sleep.. :-)

13. What were you doing this morning at 10 am?
- breakfast

15 . Name a country you want to visit.
- london

17. Do you have a tattoo?
- haram woo.

18 . What was the last thing you ate?
- apple

19 . Last thing you drank?
- sky juice

.20. Last text message received?
- sheila - aku pun rasa cmtu

21. Do you have a nick name?
- yups.

22. One thing you do everyday?
- eat.. hehe

23. Are you a type of person who easily gets hurt?
- used to be..now no more..

24 . The last thing you said to one of your friends?
- malasnye nk lek kl

27.Rate your day 1- 10.
- 5

28. Did anything exciting happen today?
- hmm nope..

31. Type something that is on your mind?
- merajuk ngn boss.. huhu

32. How many things in your past do you regret?
- only in my love life.. hehe

33. Do you have a best friend?
- yes

34. What do you want to be when you grow up?
- successful n happy

35.Type something that is on your mind? again?
- aku ni agaknye x layak kot keje sini

36. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- yesss...

38. Do you like your life?
- ok la..

40. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
- yes!!

42 . Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
- kinda balanced

43. How long have you had friendster?
- since 2003

44. Have you ever skipped school?
- who doesn't !!

My Best Quality.. says Facebook...

2008-02-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

Loving

Your best quality is loving! People like you because of your loving nature. You are a nice person that cares about others. Your loving nature makes you a good friend.

Interpersonal Intelligence

2008-01-28T19:20:00.001+08:00

Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 70%

Your Interpersonal Intelligence is High

You are definitely a "people person." You enjoy spending time with others.
You instinctively understand people, and you are both a good counsellor and mediator.
However, there are definitely times when you've had enough. And that's when you cherish being alone.

How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate?

i got locked out..

2008-01-26T11:41:00.000+08:00

i finished quite early yesterday coz got a bad headache and so so tired.. dah berangan nk lepak dpn tv sambil dinner and ngadap internet.. tiba2 aku boleh nk masuk rumah aku sendiri.. ada mangkuk hayun kepala setan mane tah pergi mangga pintu rumah aku.. coz ada satu spare yg tidak di mangga. dah 4 tahun aku duduk situ.. x pernah pulak aku dengar ada org kena kunci dari luar.. nasib baik aku takde kt rumah.. kalo aku ade kt rumah x tau la... balik umah kul 830 ingatkan dah awal da.. rupenye lmbt jugak .. pukul 11 br aku dpt masuk rumah.. adoi... hmm moga ia sebagai kifarah dosa aku...

My Birth Date Meaning

2008-01-23T20:18:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: July 24

You understand people well and are a natural born therapist.
A peacemaker, people always seem to get along when you are around.
You tend to be a father or mother figure to friends, even to those older than you.
You enjoy your role, and you find that you are close to many people.

Your strength: Your devotion

Your weakness: Reliance on others for happiness

Your power color: Lilac

Your power symbol: Heart

Your power month: June

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

What Kind of Smile Do You Have?

2008-01-22T23:28:00.001+08:00

You have an Innocent Smile
Sweet and naïve, you have a smile that is full of genuine happiness. You have a pure heart and when you smile, you mean it and everyone around you knows you do. People are attracted to your sweetness and sincerity, and find your company refreshing and enjoyable. With your open and non-judgmental smile and personality, you will often find people confiding in you.

haha.. what can i say...
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Whole new year..

2008-01-22T22:45:00.000+08:00

juz got back from work... feeling good.. yet nervous bout this new project.. my 2nd project is going to be commissioned some where next month.. sadly i am not allowed to join.. my current pm needs me more for this project.. hmm kinda sad but its ok.. i just want to have field experience more..

worked too long in the office already.. however yes i'm so needed in the office rite now.. according to plan my 1st field office wud be in kuantan.. hopefully the plan is not just a plan..

i am already unofficially certified for Honeywell's R300..juz waiting for the certificate via email.. so glad.. it was quite a burden to me for the past 6 months.. now it's time to collect more certs and head for the better.. let's get dressed to success.. !!

Free food festival

2008-01-09T18:31:00.001+08:00

it's the free food week.. ALhamdulillah this week i got to eat free food all the week coz of the training.. on top of that last nite our boss from singapore treat dinner at the seafood restaurant nearby.. damn the lobster was RM248/kg.. than there were also crabs... i was so stuffed.

left is the pic of the lobster we ate.. In this pic the lobster was actually still alive !! It was a marvellous experience.. was really stuffed !!

Supper Bowl Nite..

2008-01-06T22:22:00.001+08:00

It was a blast.. that's all i can say.. some kinda reunion we had at Bora Asmara Restaurant, Sg. Penchala. Besttt.. We had so much fun there.. which didn't end there.. the food was cheap.. and great.. but the best was.. it's environment... went for dinner with Honeywellers and ex-Honeywellers..

after dinner headed out for Superbowl Nite at One Utama... huhu.. strike -2.. huhu.. dah lama x lepak giler giler mcm ni.. bila lepak dgn org mid ages ni aku rs mcm lg best.. amin&gf.. Sya&wife, azura, epol, toqmat, diba, mizi,siew leh.. got to play around with sya's super nikon camera.. this picture was actually taken by me... hehe.. best giler kamera tuu.. one day i need to have one.. fill up time.. wat a hobby...

yet the fun didn't end at bowling just yet.. went for supper at Sri Murni, ss2.. the famous food stall.. i had low she fan..(whatever it spells..) the best things was.. i spent only rm25 for the nite.. hehe.. ni best kalo hang out ngn bos nii.. haha.. well guys.. looking forward for the next event...

From left:
Toqmat, Diba, Nina(Amin's gf),SiewLeh(hiding),me,epol(arms in the air),Mizi,Syaruzmi...

'Idul Adha

2007-12-20T17:44:00.000+08:00

'Idul Adha. 1st time rasa 'Idul Adha yg quite meriah. arini 1st time tgk org sembelih lembu. foo ngeri jugak. tp da tgk sekali rs nk tgk semua. kt masjid sunway ni 15 ekor depa tumbangkan. memancol mancol darah lembu. baru terfikir, mcm mane la masa Nabi Ismail menyembelih anak nya. lembu pun nangis.

dapat la sikit daging. aku amik sikit wat masak sup selebihnya bagi kt ayah. nyum nyum.. arini sgt byk makan, n sgt byk tido.. haha.. esok kena kejee... lembap kepala hotak aku asek duduk umah aje.. huhu

Kawan

2007-12-16T00:48:00.000+08:00

Kata orang,
KAWAN tu ibarat lebah...
Habis madu dibuang sepah...

Kata abah,
KAWAN tu umpama bunga ros...
Dipandang cantik dipegang,tercucuk duri harus...

Kata mak,
KAWAN tu umpama ular,
Mematuk..membelit..menular...

Kata atuk,
KAWAN tu seperti air...
Keruh atau jernih,tetap aja mengalir...

Kata nenek,
KAWAN tu bak bulan purnama...
Dipuja dan disanjung,tp nun jauh di sna...

Kata sedara,
kawan tu mcm makanan...
kawan makan kawan!!

Kata abang,
KAWAN tu sperti lembu...
Mengikut aja tak kira waktu...

Kata kakak,
KAWAN tu tak ubah macam durian...
Bau aja busuk tp sedap dimakan...

Kata adik,
KAWAN tu macam biskut...
Sekejap ade sekejap takde...

Kata aku,
KAWAN tu tak kisahlah camner...
Asal dia terima aku seadanye...

I've been tagged-being a millionaire

2007-12-12T23:03:00.000+08:00

I've been tagged-being a millionaire

1 million galore!

Who am I tagging ? KJ,hajar, milo, sheila, ida, farhana

Instructions :
**Start Copy**
Proposition: If you Have $1,000,000.00
Requirements: continue above sentences
Tag Mode: 5 blogger
1st - You leave their blog and post link and add to the list below.
2nd - Let the blogger you want to tag know they been tagged by comment in their blog or etc.

What They Do With Their $1 Million
1. SYH will spend for Family.
2. Miche will give to the needy.
3. Montessorimum will keepsake.
4. Mumsgather will secure her kids’ financial future.
5. bkworm will be debt free.
6. Dancing Queen will go on a lifelong holiday.
7. Eve will invest in properties.
8. dieselfire will create a foundation for underprivileged students.
9. Underneath The Stars will put aside for kids education.
10. AmiraZefr will invest in her kids trust fund and set aside for some TLC holiday trips.
11. Erna will perform Hajj and round the world with my beloved family
12. MamaFaMi will create a foundation for orphans and old folks in Africa.
13. Muna will set up a trust fund for her daughter.
14. Mamasya will go on holiday with family and save some for the future.
15. Masriyah will first fullfill islamic requirements then purchase lands for agriculture bussiness.
16. Kamalina will bring the whole family to tour around the world & invest as much as possible for future needs.
17. Surr76 will divide into 3 equal portions - donate, invest & travel the world!
18. Areeya76 will invest half of it and the other half to be distributed to family members
19. Hirda will settle the debts, invest & bring the family to all Disneylandssss....
20. Ikka also will settle all the debts, bring whole of my kaum kerabat for holidays around the world
and do long term investment.
21. Eja will invest for my children & family + help all the poor in my hometown + travel & shopping round the world.
22. wanie will settle all the debts, invest for the kids future and off course travel with the family
23. esmawaty areel hafezee will settle the debts, go for holiday and invest the balance
24. ezwan will bayar hutang MARA ngan PTPTN beli kereta kecik cash rumah kecik cash beli kamera DSLR baru cash simpan dalam ASB sponsor orang kuar jalan Allah sponsor orang g haji ^_^
25. ALIASUNWAY will bayar ptptn.. byr maybank.. beli umah penthouse cash.. hmm cukup ke.. pastu beli honda jazz cash.. n beli sebuah komersil building atau office building for rent.. ye ar aku mls nk keje so kutip sewa aje laa.. hehe

Hitman

2007-12-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hitman.. dulu suka gak aku main game ni.. time ps1 abg aku melepak kat umah aku.. tp susah.. asek kalah jek .. hehe.. semalam nengok movie dia.. hmm xde la best sangatt pun...

tapi BEST GILLER !! muahaha.. syokkk .. aku tgk ngn milo ngn sheila.. mgu ni 2 kali nengok wayang.. aritu citer golden compass.. x de la best sgt.. tp ok la.. aku suka hitman ni lagi. best tgk wayang.. release stress.. huhu...

kengkawan.. aku rekomen nengok la citer hitman ni.. mmg bestt !!!

I am 78% obsessed with music

2007-12-09T21:07:00.000+08:00

Mark the bands you've HEARD OF. Not just the ones you like. (Some of these categorizes are a bit weird I'm sure.) Be honest people! If you really have never heard of them. Don't mark it. It just makes you look faker.

ALTERNATIVE:
[x] Weezer
[ ] Paramore
[x] Panic! At The Disco
[ ] October Fall
[ ] The Academy Is...
[ ] Coheed And Cambria
[ ] Bayside
[ ] Yellowcard
[ ] Sugarcult
[ ] The Dresden Dolls

TOTAL: 2

COUNTRY:
[x] Rascal Flatts
[x] Carrie Underwood
[x] Leanne Rhymes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[x] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[x] Faith Hill
[x] Shania Twain
[ ] Johnny Cash

TOTAL: 5

EMO:
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Halifax
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] Amber Pacific
[ ] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Underoath
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit the lights
[ ] Dear Whoever

TOTAL : 0

INDIE:
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ ] Eisley
[ ] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] Dashboard Confessional
[ ] The Killers
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Hot Hot Heat
[ ] Gym Class Heroes
[ ] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse
TOTAL: 0

METAL:
[ ] Slipknot
[x] System of a Down
[ ] Disturbed
[x] Metallica
[x] Guns n' Roses
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Slayer
[ ] Hatebreed
[ ] Killswitch Engage

TOTAL: 0

POP:

[ ] Teddy Geiger
[x] Ashlee Simpson
[x] Kelly Clarkson
[ ] Jesse McCartney
[x] Avril Lavigne
[x] Pink
[x] The Veronicas
[x] Daniel Powter
[x] James Blunt
[x] Natasha Bedingfield
[ ] Ryan Cabrera

TOTAL : 8

POWER POP/POP PUNK/PUNK:
[ ] Hellogoodbye
[ ] Cute is What We Aim for
[ ] Cartel
[x] The Click Five
[x] Fall Out boy
[ ] Lucky Boys Confusion
[x] Good Charlotte
[x] Bowling for Soup
[ ] Relient K
[ ] Less Than Jake
[x] Simple Plan
[x] 5ive
TOTAL: 6

RAP:
[ ] Ying Yang Twins
[ ] T.I.
[ ] Paul Wall
[ ] Tupac
[ ] Jamie Foxx
[ ] Ludacris
[ ] Lil' Jon
[x] Outkast
[x] 50 Cent
[x] Kanye West
[ ] Notorious B.I.G
[ ] Young Jeezy
[ ] Pitbull
TOTAL: 3

KA:
[ ] reel big fish
[ ] The Specials
[ ] Mad Caddies
[ ] the Aquabats
[ ] Sublime
[x] No Doubt
[ ] Madness
[ ] Operation Ivy
[x] Bob Marley

TOTAL: 2

ROCK:
[ ] Taking Back Sunday
[ ] All American Rejects
[ ] Motion City Soundtrack
[ ] Avenged Sevenfold
[ ] Angels and Airwaves
[x] Evanescence
[x] My Chemical Romance
[ ] Brand New
[x] Green Day
[x] Blink 182

TOTAL: 4

CLASSIC ROCK:
[x] The Beatles
[x] Led Zeppelin
[x] The Rolling Stones
[ ] The Who
[x] Pink Floyd
[ ] The Doors
[ ] Jimi Hendrix
[ ] Queen
[ ] Van Halen
[x] Bob Dylan
[ ] Simon & Garfunkel

TOTAL: 4

JAZZ:
[ ] Louis Armstrong
[ ] Miles Davis
[ ] Duke Ellington
[ ] Billie Holiday
[x] Ella Fitzgerald

TOTAL: 1

CLASSICAL:
[x] Mozart
[x] Beethoven
[x] Vivaldi
[ ] Chopin
[ ] Handel
[ ] Brahms
[ ] John Phillips Sousa
[ ] Niccolo Paganini

TOTAL: 3

Grand Total: 39

Now multiply by 2 and put "I am ...%
obsessed with music

bestnye buang masa..+ family is family..

2007-12-09T19:39:00.000+08:00

wow.. dah lama x rasa weekend mcm ni... despite fail exam tadi.. which has already went to the most bottom of my thots oready.. rasa lega giler.. one day yg aku dpt hidup tanpa berada dgn kerja.. arini yg bestnye dpt 3 org terus yg minat nk invest ngn public mutual.. huhu..puas hati aku.. kwn2 rapat aku nk invest.. aku eppy sbb dpt suggest derang tmpt yg elok utk parking duit derang..

arini soping x sengaja kt jusco.. da lama aku cr cardigan tu.. dulu kt jusco tebrau da jumpa tp kaler yg x best..kale rbest dah abis dikebas kj.. haha.. nsb bek merayap tadi... esok nak lagii.. hahaha.. best soping lepak makan ngn member2.. jiha ngn milo.. i just feel so relieved..at least x yah keje utk hari ini..

pas ni x tau lg biler blh buat mcm ni lagi.. mtbe nk fat bln 2... commision bln 3.. pm dah sound blocked leave kn kerja.. hmm.. x kesah sgt.. sbb team mmg best.. cuma kerja je mmg susah.. nak2 aku yg x de experience ni.. kitrang semua sgt nervous... sbb masa x cukup.. kerja sgt banyakkk.. mmg x blh delay.. coz kn buat ms shutdown.. sgt2 nervous.. even pm pun nervous.. x nak la jadi mcm previous project.. shutdown .. upgrade.. startup pastu kn down balik 2 kali sbb byk salah .. argh takutnyeeee... YA ALLAH mudahkan urusan kami..

aritu sempat mtg jumaat petang tu.. pm aku ckp TA ni sgt penting.. ada a few plants yg dpt feed dr mtbe tu.. so kalo slh pape satu malaysia la blh tahu.. argh.. pressure is rising.. but it's how we control/manage it matters.. insyaallah.. lead aku pesan apa2 jgn emo.. buat x tahu ajee...

hmm liverpool ni kalah da rsnye.. 3-1 plak tu.. adoii.. ok la nk tido.. sok nk amik bangun awal.. bubye...

~continued.. 740 pm..

kekok.. hm tu la yg aku rs time pegi kenduri cuzin aku nye anak tadi. tp sonok jgk la dpt jumpa sedara2. ramai y aku sgt lama x jumpa.. since parents aku divorced, mmg x raya kelantan dah. so x jumpa la sedara2 unless ada sesape kahwin atau tooooot... memula mmg kekok.. tp ala besala da lama x jumpa. aku wat besa jek la. .pepandai la kan.. ramai yg kecik2 dulu sumenye dah besar besar.. especially anak2 cuzin aku.. time makan aku borak2 jgk la.. n siap tkr no tepon lagi ngn amir, ana abg azhan yg 2nd... muka matured giler mamat tu.. kecik aje mcm bapak dia.. aku suka family side bapak aku ni.. x byk mulut.. mungkin nmpk sombong sikit tp kn sabar la.. kalo kt pandai sembang ok la.. aku dtg ngn sheila.. nsb baik la dia ade.. org len sume ngn at least pun ngn mak bapak masing2.. tp aku .. hmm.. ah mls nk layan.. nk ikutkan mmg tebal giler la muka aku.. suma org pun asek tny psl mak aku je.. pastu tny plk psl maktiri aku tuu.. hmm obviously everybody doesn't like her.. haha.. lantak laa peduli ape aku.. sepupu2 aku siap pesan jgn la putus sedara.. terharu juga aku dgn sedara2 aku ni. semua terkejut tgk aku benanye. mcm x sangka aku dtg.. tp despite muka yg tebal aku gembira aku datang.. watever it is.. family is family..

My reactions..

2007-12-07T22:17:00.000+08:00

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
> tak salah kann...

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU
> ler baru tau keee..

LEAVE HIM//HER ALREADY. YOULL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME
> sure or nottt??!!

COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO THAT
> tell me somethng i dont know

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK
> takde maknenye.. buat sendri

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU
> ok tima kasih

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
> for GOD's sake. y did u even exist... !!

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH
ME?
> na.. i'm no linkin' fan..

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
> but ur not in mine..

I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU
> when you're done, get up on ur own ok..

I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU
> ohh.. i can.. :D

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST ARENT HIM//HER
> who said you were...?

NOTHING
> ..

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
> can't tell.. coz it's mobile.. it keeps changing everyday..

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE
> sure.. now i can dance with my hottie..

MAY I ESCORT YOU
> what for ?

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM//HER TIL NOW
> nope

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED
> so ur point is ??

WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES?
> afterlife maybe ???!!!

Sila Jawab dgn Skema (December Version)

2007-12-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

..sila jawab dengan skema

1. Bekas kekasih saya adalah :
- Seorang lelaki ..

2. Saya sedang mendengar :
- paris hilton-nothing in this world

3. Mungkin saya patut :
- tengok tv

4. Saya suka :
- bercakappp..

5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya :
- suka muhasabah saya..

6. Saya tak paham :
- kenapa orang blh tiba2 berubah..

7. Saya kehilangan :
- seorang member lately..ada tp mcm takde..

8. Ramai yang berkata pada saya:
- Wei alia bila nak beli kete !!!

9. Makna nama saya di muka depan Friendster saya bererti :
- nama panggilan saya di kalangan teman2 ..

10. Cinta itu :
- milik Tuhan.. DIA akan memberinya pada semua orang .. Hanya cinta keranaNYA yang akan DIA rahmati..

11. Di suatu tempat,seseorang sedang :
- termenung.. nk kn study tp malas nak mamposss..

12. Saya akan cuba :
- beli kereta tahun depan..

13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud :
- hmm. x de maknenyee..

14. Saya tidak akan/pernah mahu :
- bersikap hipokrit pada sesiapa jua.. Jujur adalah prinsip saya...

15. Telefon bimbit saya :
- adalah motorola L6 yg kakak sy jual giler mahal.. padahal dia dpt free...

16. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur di waktu pagi, perkara pertama yang akan saya fikirkan ialah :
- let's make a bright day today..

17. Saya paling meluat bila :
- gaji org lg besar tp lg junior dr saya.. :p

18. Pesta/Parti adalah :
- blh release stress

19. Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah :
- tupai..

20. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
- paling suka masa sekarang..

21. Hari ini :
- saya rs mcm n demam sbb asek kn ujan aje..

22. Malam ini saya :
- ingat nk baca buku tp malasssssss

23.Esok pula saya akan :
- keje siang saje malam n kkn bc buku..

24. Saya betul2 inginkan :
- teman hidup...

25. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini, apakah perkara pertama yang terlintas di fikiran anda ?
- bila la nak kawin.. haha

26. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan :
- kena hati-hati .. skrg laptop dlm bonet kete pun org blh curi.. mcm opismate sy kn smlm.

27. Makanan Barat atau Jepun :
- kedua-duanya saya suka. apa boleh saya katakan, saya ni orang yang tak boleh tolak makanan.. :)

28. Bilik yang terang atau gelap :
- gelap.. coz sy ada photophobia.. (utk org yg rabun cm sy ni.. dekat / jauh / astig & migrain ..)

29. Makanan segera adalah :
- merosakkan kesihatan..

30. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang :
- udah lah tuu .. kesian dia..

What's Going On

2007-12-06T19:27:00.000+08:00

Setelah sekian lama mencari .. jumpa jugak lagu nii...
lag ufav ms sekolah dulu.. giler lama x dgr .. sokmo kuor kat mix.fm.. tp arini br aku jumpa penyanyi dia.. huhu...ade sesape ada mp3 lagu nii?? tlg la hulur..

4 Non Blondes - Whats Going On

25 years and my life is still
trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realized quickly when I knew I should
That the world was made up of this
Brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
And so I cry somethimes when I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out what's in my head
And I'm, I am feeling a little peculiar
So I wake in the morning and I step outside
And I take deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's goin' on
And I say hey....
And I say hey what's goin' on
And I say hey....
I said hey what's goin' on
Oooh....
Oooh....
And I try, oh my God do I try
I try all the time
In this institution
And I pray, oh my God do I pray
I pray every single day
For a revolution
And so I cry sometimes when I'm lying in bed
Just to get it all out what's in my head
And I'm, I am feeling a little peculiar
So I wake in the morning and I step outside
And I take deep breath and I get real high
And I scream from the top of my lungs
What's goin'on
And I say hey...
And I say hey what's goin' on
And I say hey...
I said hey what's goin' on
And I say hey...
And I say hey what's goin' on
And I say hey...
I said hey what's goin' on
Oooh....
25 years and my life is still
trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination

Life goes on...

2007-12-04T23:25:00.001+08:00

seperti biasa... di hening malam ini.. jam 1130 malam aku masih berada di opis.. PM aku br aje lalu kt tmpt aku.. diapun baru balik.. dan sebelum balik sempat lagi memberi kerja kepadaku.. mentang2 la aku belum kawin.. adoii.. bukannye nk tny bila nk balik ke .. hahaha.. x kesah la.. sbb PM aku ni mmg baik giller.. mmg patut pun dia bg keje tu.. coz dia mtk dr aku dr smlm lagi.. haha aku je x sempat nk buat.. adoii.. esok da la customer nk datang.. mak aii.. mata dah nk katup.. tp keje byk lagii ni.. lusa da nk cuti.. 2 hari plak tuu.. hahah.. so terpaksa la aku abeh kan pape yg patut mlm ni..

well. da lama aku x menulis kt sini.. dan dlm masa itu banyak jugak yg terjadi dlm hidup aku... yg sedih, gembira.. yg best .. dan yg x best... mcm2 laa.. sahabat ku yg ada niat nk berhenti tu.. alhamdulillah x jadi berhenti.. syukur rasanye.. skrg ni aku x ckp sgt ngn dia.. aku x kesah la.. janji dia bahagia.. org tgh serabut jgn dikacau.. n aku pun sgt byk keje... tp aku gembira la dia x jadi berhenti.. hehe.. alhamdulillah.. berkat doa ku.. huhu

tp yg sedihnye.. EM pulakk nk berhenti.. aduhhhh.. jatuh tergolek dok akuu.. org tgh mid life crisis.. sumenye nk tukar katanye.. dia la yg byk ajar aku.. walaupun x lama.. tp terkesan jgk laa.. n dia la yg tlg aku dpt naik gaji.. kalo tidakk.. hmmm.. terima kasih.. kalau boleh x nak la dia berhenti.. tp aku tengok dia mmg da nekad.. n da dpt offer lain pun.. so hormat aje la keputusan dia.. semoga dia bahagia dgn pilihannya tu..

ngantuk laa.. nanti sambung... bubye
~i'm back.. skang kt HUKM.. sesungguhnye penantian itu suatu penyiksaan.. haha... nsb bek ada laptop cuzin aku ni.. siap ngn wibrodben.. hehe.. best best.. arini aku off yg mcm x off je.. sbb ptg karang nk kn balik opis balik.. adouss.. hmm da keje kuli cam gini laa.. hahha.. ape pun aku lega skt la at least dpt escape sekejap dr hectic life kt honeywell tu.. lgpun br jek smbg kntrak so kn la tunjuk rajing rajing.. haha..ssmlm sleepover kt umh cuzin aku kt wangsa maju.. huhu best best.. umah dia best.. lengkap sumenya.. siap ngn washing machine.. hehe.. yg aku kunun nk beli sejak berzaman yg lalu.. tp banyak halangannye.. ahaha..kalo tny bpk aku mmg dia x kasik la beli.. buat rugi letrik je katanye..

smlm agak hectic.. dgn customer dtg nye.. miting la.. pastu customer lama pun dtg lg.. adoi.. time testing x pnh pulak timbul msalah grapik tu.. tang2 dpn customer pulakk la jadii..kdg2 ok .. kdg2 x ok..aku nyaris2 x dpt cuti arini.. pm siap tepon kt aem aku suh aku tgk isu tu.. adoi.. so aku juz g tgk aje la.. then gtau aem aku da g tgk.. bukannye reti nk setel lg pun.. janji aku g tgk.. aku mmg blur lagi.. tp aku rs masalah x de la besar sgt kot.. adoi..ntoh ler.. exp* from hell betull laa.. muahaha..

skrg aku rs ade konfiden skt kot.. inferior complex da mula hilang.. aku x kira belasah aje la.. i'll do my best.. aku nk tgk la mtbe ni mcm ne ..benda baru la aku kn buat.. and i'm really looking 4ward to it.. tp blm sempat.. sbb kn buat keje org lain.. adoii.. it's a wide wide world.. ALLAH knows best..

Hanya DIA yg tahu

2007-11-24T16:50:00.000+08:00

da seminggu after aku confront dgn EM aku.. aku redho la dgn apa yg DIA berikan kt aku.. so aku syukur aje la.. bukannye nk keje sini sampai mati.. DIA lg MAHA Mengetahui.. sejak itu jugak OM ngn EM aku byk beri aku peluang.. n tunjukajar jugak.. ye laa.. kesian la katakan.. hmmm.. x kesah la.. mmg da x sonok da pun keje sini... lantak la... janji leh byr sewa umah..

.. this week aku x byk ckp sgt ngn dia.. ntah la dia tu.. mood swing kot... bior la.. arini pun aku geram agaknye aku mls ajak dia mkn tp byk songeh plak da... so dia pun da mls da nk lyn aku agaknye.. lantokla.. org da nk blah pedulik ape aku... dia x pedulik pon psl kite.. so malas dah la nk sibuk2...

entah la skang da x syok laa.. aku pun da x tau mane lg da nk mencari kegembiraan.. dok umah pun busan.. itu pasal la aku asek dtg opis ajee...hmm
skang keje aku mmg berlambak.. so biar je la sebok ngn kerja n malas nk fikir menda2 lain yg x sepatutnye aku fikir... semoga ALLAh sentiasa melindungi aku...

when enuff is not enuff...

2007-11-19T23:20:00.000+08:00

hmmm... hari ni aku sgt tensenn... aku dpt berita baik benanye.. but not in a good way... bila dah tahu kesah di sebalik nya.. sedeh frust kecewa .. selamba je aku nangeh depan em aku... mmg da x ingat ape dah.. even time OM aku dtg pun aku buat selamba je.. aku x tau cemna nk cite.. maybe once aku dah tenang sikit aku blh la luahkan kt sini.. tapi kesimpulannya when the time comes, i'll bid farewell with great honor..

aku skrg cuma mengharapkan kekuatan drpd DIA saje la.. aku pasti ada hikmah di sebalik semua ini.. honestly pasal $$$ bukan la menda paling penting dlm hidup aku.. tp sgt la memedihkan bila usaha kite tidak dihargai sama sekali.. langsung x dek. 0% ..

apa yg perlu aku lakukan sekarang is juz appreciate apa yg DIA bg kt aku skrg.. bersyukur aje la ape yg ada.. mungkin aku x layak untuk dpt lebih drpd itu.. DIA lg berkuasa dr semua orang.. yg baik itu dtg drpdNYA dan yg buruk tu dtgnye dari diri aku sendiri.. so improve aje laa... kejele teruk mane pun.. x de sape yg akan pandang.. kecuali DIA.. ALLAH knows BEST

Weekend yang best jugak laa

2007-11-18T22:38:00.001+08:00

weekend baru ni aku byk spent time kt opis/umah. sabtu pas g mkn ngn bapak aku g opis. lek kul 8 pastu g makan.. then teman member g klinik. mlm tu aku buat kerja aku sampai kul 4 pagi.. best pulak rasanye.. tp x siap2 lagi.. adoiiii... banyak giler.. keje remeh tapi kalo salah suma benda jd salah.. aku belajar wat menda baru utk projek baru ni.. wat shutdown system.. so far aku wat iodb. which aku x sure la pas ni sys cab aku jgk ke yg kn wat. coz aku actually kn wat menda lain.. since x de org so aku kena la wat.. ok la tu drpd kn wat ladder logic tuu.. adoi.. kalo setakat nk check aje ok la.. best jugak ladder logic tu.. tp aku malas arr.. logic ni mmg kn pening kepla... susahh ...

arini ahad.. aku rs aku byk buang masa kott.. oleh kerana tido kul 4 pagi mlm tadi. bangun pun lambat. kul 11 br bangung.. tengok detektif conan kegemaranku.. pastu men internet kejap. basuh baju. pastu g antar nasik kt ayah then g pyramid makan. kt pyramid tu mmg buang masa.. aku pusing satu pyramid tu rsnye nk dkt 1/2 jam jugakk.. coz tmpt mkn sume nye penuh.. adoi ramai giler orangg.. last2 aku makan jugak la kt teppanyaki tu.. mmg ngidam nk mkn situ.. haha.. makan unagi.. huhu 2 hari ni asek mkn mahalll... jee.. hoho poyo tull... puas ati dpt mkn unagi.. nyum nyum.. bkn suma org leh mkn menda tuu.. huhu.. pastu lek umah aku wat la keje aku.. xde la 100% sg concentrate tp ok la.. dah kul 4 tu battery dah kong... aku pun kununnye nk baring kejapp.. amik kau smpai kul 630 aku tetido.. dan sengaja nk tidoo... hahaha.. 2 3 kali try nak bangun tp sgt x berdaya.. hahaha.. best best dpt tidoo.. tp x best sgt coz tido tp keje x siappppppp....

pastu pas maghrib g psr malam beli bihun sop.. actually x de la lapa tp saje nk ngunyah.. hehe.. pastu sambung keje tp sambil tgk pirates la pulakk.. chatting laa.. hmm mlm ni mmg x concentrate sgt keje... tp mlm ni mls nk bng lmbt.coz esok nk keje.. lantak laa .. esok kn la berusaha dgn tekun.. selasa nk submit woo... so mlm ni baik aku berehat.. n tido awal.. kengkununnye esok nk dtg opis awal.. insyaallah... huhu..

aku rs projek ni technically lbh susah dr 1st projek aku dulu.. tp team projek ni best.. susah pun sesama la menghadapinye...1st projek dulu bila da tahu ni.. actually menda tu x susah pun.. tp orang2 nye yg buat susah.. nyampah aku.. nightmare tul mg3 tuu.. mtbe ni mmg susah.. time frame x leh anjak coz kn upgrade time shutdown.. huwaa.. seriau aku dibuatnye.. adoii.. takutt !!!

~Lalalalalala.... ~

2007-11-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

"bila yang tertulis untukku adalah yang terbaik untuk mu.. kan ku jadikan kau kenangan yang terindah dalam hidupku.."

hmm nampak gayanye apa yg aku x nak jadi mcm nak jadi jek.. sedeh tull bila kena pisah ni.. tp xde la teruk sgt since member aku ni mmg org sini.. dia nk benti keje.. hmm itula kwn baik aku kt opis aku ni.. dia byk bantu aku menghadapi hidup kt honeyhell ni.. yg mane sejak dr aku mula keje smpai la skrg.. mmg byk cabaran.. kengkawan la yg beri kekuatan.. nk ikutkan memang laa aku nk pujuk dia jgn bentii.. tp surprisingly aku pnh ckp rsnye 3 kali je kot.. since last 2 months.. aku x pnh pulak nk persuade ke ape ke.. tiap kali dia bercerita aku juz mendengar n kekadang aku tolong ngutuk jugakk hahaha... aku cuma ckp kt dia.. ikut la instinct kau... ALLah Knows BEST.. so kt sbg kawan hormat aje la keputusan dia.. mungkin itu yg terbaik untuk dia.. kt x tahu..

mmg la terasa kehilangan sbb aku rs kt sini dia la aku plg kamcing.. i can juz say anything to her.. coz aku suka dgr opinion dia.. x pe laa.. nk wat cemna.. walaupun deep inside aku sgt mengharap dia neruskan perjuangan kt honeyhell ni... sedey doh... kdg2 rs bersalah pun ade.. sbb aku x berjaya pujuk dia.. hmm nk wat cemna...

semoga hanya yg terbaik dtg dlm hidupnye....

patut aku g team building esok.. hmm aku x dpt pegi.. sian ayah aku skt kaki.. kn la g delivery makanan kt dia.. maklumla aku ni da mcm despatch plaks.. sejak minggu ni hati ni x sedapp ajee... n arini mcm2 bite x best aku dgr n aku pun ngalami keadaan yg x bape best.. pepagi je aku dpt tau lead aku eksiden plak dahh.. ms on the way nk g progress mtg kt kuantan.. hmm nsb bek x de pepe.. keta jela terukk...

time lunch td ada la sorang minah ni ajak aku g soping.. naik keta buleh plak mampos keta sebab x de minyak. .. adoii hangenn !! hangen !! nsb bek ada dak opis aku ni tlg... tp lama jugak la berkampung kt tepi jalan tu.. da la panas terik... seperti biasa.. sebagai tanda kemarahan aku, aku diam ajek laaa... aku bsg juugak.. sbb ni bkn 1st time keta dia x de minyak.. walaupun 1st time ngn aku.. mmg minah ni jenis mls nk isi minyak... adoii geram tul...

mcm tu la hidopp.. hidup tak selalunya indah.. langit pulak tak selalu cerah...

lama x singgah..

2007-11-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

Dah lama x menulis.. keje keje keje.. raya raya.. keje keje keje keje.. huhu.. skrg ni since aku dah terbiasa keje jee time weekend.. ms balik raya aritu keruan aku dibuatnye duduk kt rumah.. aku ni dah la x sebulu ngn mak aku.. balik raya aritu mmg x baper best sgt laa.. da asek nk bertekak aje koje nyee.. pagi raya pun mak aku x kejut aku.. aku bangun lambat.. seb bek sempat g semayang raya..

aku skrg dlm penantian.. ada 2 perkara.. 1st concerns me 100%.. the other concerns a good friend of mine... so far aku konfiden hal aku mmg leh disetelkan..pasal kontrak aje pun.. mungkin nervous sikit.. coz bos aku br ckp arini yg x semua contract eng akan resume contract.. hmm nerves skt ..dlm 30%.. pepe pun kalo da rezeki mmg x kan ke mana.. 2ndly mmg x de kaitan ngn aku langsung. tp since she's my gud fren.. so efek jgk la .. 1st time dia gtau mmg aku terkejut .. n frustrated.. as time passes.. byk jgk yg dia kongsi ngn aku.. aku x nk la wat keputusan utk dia.. cuma ari2 aku doakan yg terbaik untuk dia.. susah nk citer kt sini.. coz benda ni sgt2 top secret.. haha.. tp mmg efek mood aku jgk laa.. aku sgt terasa akan kesannya kalo benda tu betul2 terjadi.. apa pun.. ALLah knows BEST..

ni lagu baru alicia keys.. bEsTTT

No One
by Alicia Keys

I just want you close

Where you can stay forever

You can be sure

That it will only get better

You and me together

Through the days and nights

I don't worry coz

Everythings gonna be alright

People keep talking

They can say what they like

But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I'm feeling

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

You you

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down

And my heart is hurting

You will always be around

This I know for certain

You and me together

Through the days and nights

I don't worry cause

Everythings gonna be alright

People keep talking

They can say what they like

But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I'm feeling

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

You you

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

I know some people search the world

To find something like what we have

I know people will try

Try to divide

Something so real

So till the end of time

I'm telling you that

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I'm feeling

No one no one no one

Can get in the way of what I feel for you

oh oh oh

Good Message

2007-10-27T14:13:00.001+08:00

GOOD MESSAGE

Dear Friends,

Don't compare yourself with any one in this world. If you compare, you are insulting yourself.

Don't complain about others; change yourself if you want peace.

It is easier to protect your feet with slippers than to cover the earth with carpet.

No one can go back and change a bad beginning, but anyone can start now and create a successful
ending.

Easy is to judge the mistakes of others. Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes.

If a problem can be solved, no need to worry about it. If a problem cannot be solved what is the
use of worrying?

Nothing can be changed by "Changing the Face". But everything can be changed by "Facing the
Change".

Be bold when you loose and be calm when you win.

No one will manufacture a lock without a key. Similarly God won't give problems without
solutions.

Every successful person has a painful story. Every painful story has a successful ending. Accept
the pain and get ready for success.

Heated gold becomes ornament. Beaten copper becomes wires. Depleted stone becomes statue.

So the more pain your get in life you become more valuable.

Mistakes are painful when they happen. But years later collection of mistakes is called
experience, which leads to success.

Life laughs at you when you are unhappy..... ..
Life smiles at you when you are happy......
Life salutes you when you make others happy......

If you miss an opportunity don't fill the eyes with tears. It will hide another better opportunity
in front of you.

Mood raye

2007-10-18T15:01:00.000+08:00

hari ni da 2nd day keje pas raya.. hurmm x byk bubah pun.. mcm cipan je mood raya.. haha.. aku heran jgk.. ramai na org kt opis ni.. mcm x de raya je.. rajin tul dema ni bekoje.. aku smlm nyaris nyaris x dtg opis.. mls tul nk bangun.. smlm lek kul 10 mmg la ngantuk giller tp ntah ler nape x leh nk tidoo.. adoii .. untuk nghiburkan hati aku tgk citer pramlee.. hehe best jgk melayan..

kt opis pun aku x bape byk keje sgt.. asek merayap aje sana sini.. haha.. sembang sana sembang sini.. keje nye skt aje.. kejap je da siap.. skrg aku tgh prepare utk next project .. new thing for me... so hopefully everything will go smooth.. dengor ye projek baru nanti kritikal skt.. nk implement ms turn around.. fuiyoo..

It's a Thursday

2007-10-04T17:33:00.000+08:00

Today is Thursday.. 4th day for my HPU2 FAT.. i'm not that tight up .. just doing some normal task.. jadik runner plaks.. beli brg .. aku x kesah. aku ni mmg suka berjalan.. hehe

arini aku beli unit trust.. harap2 berbaloi la.. maklumla nk kaya.. hehe.. tp for starters beli skt ajek.. see how.. if it grows progressively insyaallah nk la tambah lagi.. next week da nk raya da.. mcm x rs pape je.. apa pun x buat preparation. prepare tiket balik aje.. hehe.. aku nak cutii.. i need a breakk..

How Do i Communicate

2007-09-28T01:03:00.000+08:00

You Communicate Like a Woman

You empathize, talk things out, and express your emotions freely.

You're a good listener, and you're non-judgmental with your advice.

Communication is how you connect with people.

You're always up for a long talk, no matter how difficult the subject matter is.

Do You Communicate Like a Man or a Woman?

How Scary are you

2007-09-28T00:58:00.000+08:00

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

How Scary Are You?

Just plain tired

2007-09-26T20:32:00.000+08:00

aku penat la... hari hari pun nak keje je.. pergi pagi balik malam.. mcm tu la 7 hari seminggu.. since bulan 6 ..aku nk relak kejap pun x boleh.. hmm x pe la.. x baik mengeluh.. kang x de keje kang busan pulak.. cam bebudak lain yg x join my 2nd project ni.. aku nye 2nd project ni hm much much better than my 1st.. in a sense of management la.. tipu la kalo kata perfect.. ada la benda x best jugak.. tp aku still blh tolerate.. memane pegi mesti ada sorang yg slack n x best.. hmm projek hpu2 ni pn ada jgk laa. tp since dia junior aku so aku leh la tibai lagi.. hahaha.. ade ke patut keje dia aku yg kena buat.. kunun sibuk ngn intools.. berborak ngn pm baru tu nk dkt sejam yg kt ni terhegeh2 la nk buat keje dia.. isk sakit la ati cam ni. .lead aku plak baik sgt.. asek nak bela dia.. dia tu pandai kipas.. nyampah la aku..

tp aku x kesah la.. janji ada je benda aku rs x betul aku akn sound direct je.. kalo makin teruk mamat tu aku akn ckp ngn lead aku.. aku nk tgk apa dia nk buat..

ah biar la..small matter jek.. janji gaji aku masuk.. haha

hmm dah nk raya dah ni.. tp aku asek keje aje..arghh.. penat laa.. i need a vacation.. oh my...hehe...
kita berhak menentukan kita bahagia atau tidak.. therefore i decided to be happy.. yeah !!

Are You An Insecure Lady ??

2007-09-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

You Are Confident and Secure

You are practically immune to insecurity and self doubt.

You're comfortable with who you are, and if someone doesn't like you - that's not your problem.

Some people think you're too confident, but that's just their insecurities shining through.

Your confidence carries you through your worst moments, because you know you'll always come out fine.

Are You An Insecure Girl?

Jawab jek..

2007-09-16T09:27:00.000+08:00

1. the last movie you watched?
ratatouille

2. the last tv show you watched?
spongebob :)

3. the last song you heard?
love story - katharine mcphee

4. the last thing you bought?
halia .. mau masak maa..

5.the last place you went to?
sunway resort & spa

6. the last food you ate?
sahur.. nasi+sardin+ikan masin

7. the last thing you heard from your parents?
my mom showing her photo with my bro..

8. the last thing you said to your parents?
hmm.. my dad- ayah need money.. hehe
my mom - x de buat pe.. buat 8 je smlm..

9. the last thing you said to one ofyour friends?
to ida - wah kayala kau nanti... boleh ke sana ke mari...

10. the last book you read?
Harry Potter & the Deathyly Hallows.. (tu pun x abis abis lagi)

Who was:
1. the last person you called?
my sis
2. the last person who called you?
ida
3. the last person you texted?
my bro

4. the last person who texted you?
my bro

5. the last person who said good nightlast nyt?
ida

6. the last person who said i love you?
do we have to say it verbally ??!!

7. the last person you gave a testimonial?
lisa

8. the last person who sent you a msg infriendster
manjit

9. the last person you hugged?
i don't hug much this days..

10. the last person you saw on tv?
spongebob lerr

1 Do you believe that love is forever?
it's up to us to decide..

2 Do you get hurt by people easily?
tak jugak..

3 Do you believe that all people are generally good at heart?
maybe

4 Can you be anyone you want to be?
i want to be myself that's for sure

5 Do mean people make you sad?
yesss

6 Does ice cream make you happy?
sometimes

7.Do you sing in the shower?
sokmo

8 When it rains, do you like to splashin thepuddles?
no

9 If you see a cute guy/girl walk downthe street, do you smile and tellhim/her that he/she is cute?
takde maknenyerrr

10 Do you notice when people have beautiful eyes?
it is something we shud be aware of.. hehe eye contact maa

12 Is it cute when old people areholding hands?
best gilleerr

13 Are you a happy person?
mestilaa... (watever that means)

14 Do you tend not to worry even when you know something bad is about to happen?
definitely wud worry

15 Is it okay to cut off barbie's hair?
i don't play barbies

16 Have you ever laughed so hard that yourstomach hurt?
yess recently -- the darth vader thingg... haha

18 Are you slightly lazy?
at certain things yess ..

19 Do you like to drive with the windowsdown?
sometimes.. but most of the time no..

Girl or Woman

2007-09-15T15:17:00.001+08:00

Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman

Inside you've got the passion and ideals of a teenager

And your intensity for life is what attracts most of the men you date

You also like to party - and quite often you're the life of the party

You've brought the best of your younger years with you... at least most of the time.

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Career

2007-09-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan ! ahlan wasahlan ramadhan..
hari ni da hari ke 3 berpuasa.. kejap aje rasa.. alhamdulillah setakat ni aku x miss lagi terawih kt masjid sunway tu.. hopefully sampai ke akhirnye la.. maklumla .. ada hajat besar di hati.. time ni la nk panjatkan doa pepanjang.. bukan la time lain x berdoa.. tp ye la ramadhan kan.. afdal la sikit.. hehe.. insyaallah..

smlm lepak ngn kj ngn anim kt bangsar.. best. da lama aku x jumpa derang.. last sekali time july kot.. masa kt kenny rogers.. bila da bertemu tu masing2 bertukar-tukar cerita... berkongsi citer pengalaman kerja masing2.. 1st aku tgk anim aku da tahu.. stress dia ni.. hehe.. tgk muka seposen aje.. makin kurus aku nengoknye.. dia pun menceritakan situasi kt opis dia.. politik.. sape pandai bodek boss dpt la naik.. x pandai bodek.. sndiri tanggung la.. hmmm.. aku rs kt memane sama je.. politik tu for sure ada.. kt tmpt aku ni pun politik mmg kuat.. suka x suka terpaksa jgk sebab nk hidup.. kalo x de politik kang boring plak. xde benda nk ngutuk... hahaha...

bg aku politik tu pelengkap elemn hidup manusia ni.. bergantung pd nasib la samada politik tu dpt memberi manfaat pd kita atau tidak.. if nasib baik, dpt la kt merasa... tp bg aku .. x efek pun idop aku sgt..janji gaji aku masuk.. lantakla derang nk buat ape.. bg la jawatan ape pun kt kroni derang.. antar la ceruk mana pun kt dunia ni.. kalo da x reti buat keje tu, x reti jgk laa.. aku ckp ni coz kt tmpt aku ni. dak baru trs dpt permanent.. pastu dpt g singapore plak tu... buat proses.. hmm yg sorang tu da selamat kn antar balik coz x tahu pape.. kn mrh ktsingapore.. haha.. lantak p la.

so kt sini, aku rs sebenarnye bergantung pd kite jgk nk tentukan kt ni bahagia ke x.. td pagi aku kn lecture ngn pm aku yg sgt kronisme ni.. memula tu bengang jgk la aku.. dia ckp ngn aku psl responsibility engineer.. mcm la aku ni x buat langsung keje.. then dia ada gtau a few configuration yg aku x buat. hm mmg la aku x buat. sbb aku mmg x tau langsung.. senior aku pun x pnh sebut pun.. mcm la aku da keje 10 tahun. so aku ckp la aku mmg x tahu.. bila da abeh tu.. aku try pk positif je la.. aku blh la terima apa pm aku tu cakap...

actually management side, kalo anak buah tu x reti buat keje. kalo disebabkan x bg training yg cukup, mmg la salah pm. alex dr singapore sndiri ckp kt aku cm tu. nasib la ko x antar aku g training suka ati aku la nk wat cane.. haha..tp mmg betul pun.. keje aku skrg ni bkn nye blh belajar kt internet.. internal aje tahu.. sah2lah produk company sndiri. so org company ni aje la yg tahu.. bangang x bangang pm aku ni. pastu kt aku ni mcm x tau nk tny kt sape. eh eh.. sesuka ati je.. selama ni byk senior aku dah susahkan suh ajar aku.

lg satu aku x baper nk berkenan tu.. why now.. da abeh fat br la terhegeh hegeh dtg cek keje engineer kau.. bangang x bangang mamat shaggy ni....

maka kesimpulan yg aku nk sampai kan kt sini ialah..
kita memang tak dapat nak puaskan ati semua orang.. tapi biar la kite puaskan hati kita sendiri.. setidak-tidaknye.

so kengkawan. kalo stress sgt kt tmpt keje tu, bwk la bersabar. dan sentiasalah kite berfikir positif. jangan sampai nilai etika kerja tergadai semata-mata nk puaskan hati orang atas.. that is so not me.. kebenaran itu penting. kite tak boleh tipu diri kita sendiri.. kalau kita nk blah dr sesuatu tempat tu biar lah kite pergi dalam keadaan kita dah cuba buat sesuatu untuk overcome masalah itu. keluarlah dengan bermaruah.. all the best untuk sesapa yg baca blog ni..

entah lerr..

2007-09-09T08:16:00.000+08:00

Hai mcblog.. today's sunday.. n all i'm getting ready for is to go to work.. it's now towards the end of the project.. not much to be done.. juz final touch up.. i feel a lot more comfortable doing tje job now.. as i'm .. well u can say am used to the job.. i feel a lot more confident after alex's visit. even only for a few days, i learnt a lot from him..

this month i'm thinking of doing as much OT as i want. lg 3 bulan nk abis kontrak.

~went out for breakfast~850am

hai.. i'm back.. i'm in the office.. got here 1130 am. i did HSE... sangat menenangkan.. sensorang kt bwh ni.. until suddenly.. one colleague approached me.. in a so not very nice way.. he's like that.. ever since i know him.. o my.. i got distracted n went out for lunch.. wandering at section 14..

hari ni entah la kenapa.. aku x nak balik umah.. this morning she told me that she want out.. both of them.. (only myself understands it, watever that is) . she's waiting for me.. to discuss.. i said ok. but on 2nd thought, wat is there to discuss?

hmm.. that is the main reason i'm just sitting here in the office.. alone..

feel like calling someone. just for the sake of company.. thinking again.. just had a long breakfast with ida this morning.. so, maybe i shudn't kacau her..

haiiiiiiiii.... entah laa..

anyway, happiness is for us to decide.. and i decide to be happy.. at once.. LOL

How Dysfunctional is your family

2007-09-09T08:10:00.000+08:00

Your Family Is 44% Dysfunctional

Your family definitely has some problems, but probably nothing that can't be overcome.

You don't have the greatest past with your family, and bad feelings may arise when everyone's together.

It may take some individual or group therapy to work everything out. And that means your family has to admit there's a problem.

If your family isn't ready to change, you may need to give them some distance for a while.

Is Your Family Dysfunctional?

How Mature Are You

2007-08-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

You Are Very Mature

Even though you may not always feel like it, you're a full fledged adult.

And while everyone should be as mature as you, most people aren't!

Are You Immature?

it has been awhile..

2007-08-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

1. First off, what's your name?
~Alia

2. What do you think of the song......hey there delilah?
~Fits me.. huwaa..

3. What song are you listening to right now?
~sean kingston - beautiful

4. What's your opinion of pointless surveys like these?
~helps me to release stress

5. If you could change your eye color what would it be?
~i dun want to change.. like juz the way it is

6. What is the wallpaper on your phone?
~My nephew

7. How many pillows on your bed?
~6

8. Who was the last person you talked on the phone to?
~ida

10. What was the best thing that happened to you last year?
~Got a job at honeywell.. haha

11. Do any of your friends annoy you?
~it wud be alie if i say none.. nobody's perfect

12. Who's the fourth person on your contacts list?
~Mas

13. When was the last time you cried from laughing so hard?
~can't remember

14. Which primary school did you attend to?
~SRK Assunta Convent, Kuantan

15. Do you like pickles?
~Nope

16. Who was the last person that made you laugh?
~Saiful Apek on Gitu Gitu Apek. haha

17. Do you like Quiznos?
~wat da...

18. Who do you make fun of the most?
~my sisters!

19. What's the longest you've ever talked on the phone?
~1/2 an hour

20. Do you think you've gotten prettier since primary school?
~maybe

21. Have you cried,listening to a song?
~yesssss

25. Do you dance in the car?
~yessssss

24. What do you think of hunting and fishing?
~wud say no to hunting.. but wud like to try fishing tho

27. Does your mom vacuum early in the morning, when you're sleeping?
~nope

28. Are your parents in love?
~not anymore

29. At what age did you get your MP3 player or iPod?
~27

30. Where and how did you get your last bruise from?
~accident

31. Would you rather sleep at a friend's house or have them over?
~have them over

32. Who is in your house right now ?
~ma cuzins

33. Have you ever thought you were gonna die?
~yes

34. How do you like your steak?
~well done

35. What do you smell like right now?
~the smell of enthusiasme to do a lot better for HPU2

36. Do you have a hard time admitting you're wrong?
~no

37. Who would you like to meet one day?
~one who completes me

!@#$%^&*(

2007-08-26T13:10:00.000+08:00

hai.. aku tak terkata da ni.. tiba2 jumaat petang dpt task suh wat fat. mmg aku x tah pape.. so mula jumaat aritu kena la struggle. mula2 mmg marah sgt. last minute br nk bgtau. tapi..
hmm nk wat cemana.. aku hanya semut merah..

kecik ati, terkilan.. menyampah.. semua pun ade.. tp at the end of the day, having 2nd thought, that leads me nowhere. ada jgk faedahnye.. sbb assetmax x ramai tau kt sini. x pe la.. aku jgk yg pandai nanti.. terima kasih YA ALLAH..

My patience ends here

2007-08-20T03:42:00.000+08:00

aku da x leh sabar dah. nmpak muka pm aku, menyirap darah aku ni. selama ni aku sabar. aku da hilang gigi 2 btg. aku asek mc aje. selama ni aku ikut aje arahan. aku bersuara pun x de sape nk dgr. mg3 is haywired from day 1.

dgn ini aku declare, my patience ends here...

Teraniaya Tanpa Sedar

2007-08-19T01:16:00.000+08:00

August.. aku da mula serasi dengan tempat kerja.. ini bulan ke 9 aku keje kt honeyhell ni.. bermula dgn tak tahu ape2.. aku even x sangka honeyhell ni involve industry oil n gas.. wat made me accept the job was because the interviewer promised me that everybody new will be given training first.. he is well acknowledged of my lack of experience in networking which he intend to put me into.. he is well acknowledged that i only had 1 year of working experience..

masa memula join, aku quite happy. coz aku diberi masa untuk settle down and learn .. masuk january things started to get haywired.aku culture shock bila tau wat projek untuk oil n gas.. dpt pulak discipline lead yg mcm org giler.... obviously he doesn't like me. and i don't like him too.. fair enuf...

3rd month keje,february, aku nekad nk quit.. intensively seeked for jobs.. got a few... tp bila istikharah.. hunch untuk stay sgt kuat.. so aku pun stay..

6th month keje, that was the peak of suffer.. aku x leh lupa kejadian di bulan mei itu... nasib baik ada kengkawan.. toqmat, ida, anne, saiful, rajah, eric,ijan.. k.wati, kak ct.. xsangka jugak aku manage jgk la got thru...

this month.. segalanye terjawab.. bila da ada system crash kiterang report kt expert dr singapore, alex. i spent about 2.5 days with him.. mmg byk benda aku belajar dgn dia.. so basically dia explain wat went wrong n wat are the possibilities that made things wrong.
aku sgt gembira bila alex ckp the major problem is focalpoint person is not trained. wow aku x sangka dia akn guna word major problem. anyway thanx a load.. then ada ismatch configuration kt switch jgk.. yg tu mmg silap aku la.. tapi alex kt dia pun pernah connect CF9 ty kt different configured ports n it doesn't give any harm.. n mmg aku tahu x de harm. coz da byk benda jalan under that switch.. haha.. but still, for me, lesson learnt..he told me not to worry.. pastu dia ada tegur pasal architecture.. this is a big matter..

mostly menda yg alex tegur, da byk org yg expert kt sini tegur.. tp since pm pandai sgt.. ikut ckp x-EM yg bo*** itu..

alex kt it is not fair, to give such responsibilities to new ppl like me.. aku x kn lupa smpai mati apa yg management ni buat kt aku.. aku sgt2 rs teraniaya.. walaubagaimana pun, aku syukur dgn apa yg ALLah kurniakan... i can forgive, but i cannot forget..

Always Look at the Big Picture

2007-08-12T19:14:00.000+08:00

hai bloggie.. it's sunday and here i am at home .. alone.. just got back from pyramid to collect my new spectacles.. as earlier my specs broke into two..hmm so sad...

today nothing interesting happened.. just a normal day.. thank GOD.. still a month to go for mg3 fat to be over.. hmm can't wait for it to happen.. its gud to be free from mg3.. to me.. this project is not a total hate.. an't deny learned a load tho.. n learned it the hard way..

it's a good lesson for me tho.. it's just sometimes i just think, everything in my life, lesson learnt.. but from the hard way.. so.. the best that i can do is, to see things from a bigger picture..

What you give, you get back..

2007-08-06T21:37:00.000+08:00

what you give, you get back.. selalu kt dengar, we treat people, the way we want people to treat us.. somewhat true..I might say very true.. da bnyak menda aku witness.. mmg kt dpt balik apa yg kita buat kt orang.. my stepmom, married suami orang (my dad i mean to say..) ended up my dad married another one.. my fren, kutuk mcm2 kt another fren.. in the end she was doing the same thing..

last week keluar org chart baru... all i look for is just the name for the position of Engineering Manager .. aku x kesah pun nama aku kt maner.. and thank GOD.. my OM held on to his words.. tak sia2 luahan rasa kiterang sebelum ni.. so far my new EM memang best.. i felt a lot more confident being under him.. even baru sekejap.. and just hope for it to last as long as I'm working at honeywell.. hmm bila da tau honeywell ni mcm mane.. skrg aku rs aku nk set satu target.. gain as much experience as I can.. when the time comes, blah la.. sia sia je berjanggut kat honeywell ni.. aku pk aku ni x byk exp aje.. so kena la stay lama sikit kt honeywell ni. matlamat aku, aku nak kaya.. so kalo nak kaya mmg x leh la lelama kt honeywell ni.. aku ada byk hutang nk setel.. n byk benda aku nk buat.. n contribute kt family aku..

love ur job but never love ur company... tadi g dinner kt secret recipe.. mkn udang lagi.. harini hari mkn udang sedunia.. tgh udang.. ptg udang.. sheila banjer.. best giller.. pastu g umah ida kejap jumpa sorang "bapak" ni.. mtk tlg tgkkan ayah dia.. hmm sian dia.. sheila ada masalah family.. skrg ni mak dia nk cerai.. katanye ayah dia tu da x leh nk diubatkan da.. mmg asalnye ayah dia kn buat dek org.. tp since ayah dia mmg originally x best.. so susah la nk ubat.. dlm kete byk ida ngn sheila dok bercerita psl kes2 rumahtangga ni.. kawin suami orang la.. isteri pregnant suami kawin lain la.. mcm2.. cerai sana cerai sini... aku terdiam.. timbul dlm hati aku rs mcm ee aku x nk dgr sume cite ni.. dr umah ida smpi blk semula opis aku diam aje.. aku x suka nak take part dlm conversation tu.. tiba2 mood aku pun jadik x best..

senang je nk ckp.. pasal kes org ni cerai.. org tu cerai.. tp bukan senang nk tahu apa perasaan si anak.. bila mak ngn ayah cerai.. benda mcm ni kena kt batang hidung baru tahu apa rasanya.. bg aku, walau pun dah lama mak ngn ayah aku cerai.. almost 10 years.. tp semuanya masih lagi crystal clear dlm kepala aku.. n aku x kan lupa sampai aku masuk kubur.. aku ckp ngn sheila.. apa pun yg pnting kt ikhtiar.. jgn nanti suatu hari nanti kt menyesal.. dgn apa yg jadi.. tapi sebabnye ada lah kerana kita x ikhtiar..

yg pasti aku x suka tgk orang cerai.. Tuhan pun kata cerai itu ada lah perkara yg paling dibenciNYA.. entah la..semua orang ingat cerai itu penyelesaian.. mungkin bg situasi situasi tertentu.. aku rs Nabi Muhammad sruh kite cuba sampai da takde ikhtiar dah, cerai is the last thing to do..

bukannye senang cerai ni.. bg aku, kesan mak ngn ayah aku cerai masih panas lagi.. kdg2 pun aku susah nk terima.. byk menda aku rs nk marah.. n aku rs actually menda tu blh diselesaikan.. tp disebab kan ketika itu emosi mengetuai segalanye.. kerana itula perceraian terjadi..

apa2 pun.. ALLah know BEST.. n aku tetap bersyukur dgn apa yg ALLah takdirkan untuk aku.. cuma aku ni kdg2 x pandai nk hargai.. setitis derita melanda, seribu kurniaanNYA.. wallahualam bissawab

Simpsonize my weekend

2007-08-05T22:47:00.000+08:00

it has been quite some time since i went wandering at malls.. i finally got the time to do so.. went to OU today with milo.. da lama bercita-cita nk berjalan2 kt OU tu.. coz aku jarang g OU ni benanye.. so arini dapat la tgk movie kt sana.. Simpsons the movie... memang BEST giler.. sgt2 kelakar.. dari mula sampai habis asyik geeeeelaaaakkk ajer.. huhu..

then jenjalan kt OU . bought maself one tshirt... hmm green color.. jarang giler beli green.. asek hitam merah biru.. hmm ...

arini aku g opis jugak.. ok la.. aku rs gembira jgk g opis arini.. coz dpt solve one problem tadi.. nsb baik jgk kalo x x dpt la g ronggeng kt OU..
last week aku penat keje.. coz it was myFAT.. only 3 days but the preparation was more than that.. ari2 pun bangung awal.. x nak lambat takut customer tunggu .. kang kena komplen pulak.. aku happy jgk wat FAT tu.. barula aku tahu.. customer aku ni memang x best langsung... naik menyampah da jadinye.. tanya soklan yg bodoh.. benda kecik2 pun nk punch.. siott tul.. aku dpt 28 punchlist.. FAT tu amin la yg jd tulang belakang aku.. aku jadi semangat coz he's a great leader.. memang betul pun statement yg aku tampal kt opis tu.. a BOSS creates fear.. a LEADER creates confidence..

insyaallah aku akan berusaha lebih gigih lagi lepas ni.. ceh wah...

25 MOST Spontaneous Questions

2007-08-04T21:03:00.000+08:00

25 of the MOST Spontaneous Questions Ever, BE HONEST.

1. What do you want for your birthday?
: him

2. Who will be your next kiss?
: hmmm..

3. When was the last time you went to the mall?
: can't recall.. damn i didn't have the time.. oh my !

4. Are you wearing socks right now?
: nope

5. How did you spend your summer?
: here no summer laa..

6. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days?
: no.. i'm always in the office.. damn !!

7. What was the last thing you had drink?
: sky juice

8. What are you wearing right now?
: pyjamas

9. What was your last purchase?
: my lunch

10.What was the last food you ate?
: nasik+brocolli+ayam goreng kunyit beli kt jaring.. nyum..

11. Who would be the person you would call if you were up in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep?
: i don't call people when i can't sleep

12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week?
: nope.. i dun even go to the mall..

13. Do you have a pet?
: i don't fancy animals..

14. What made you laugh in the last 5 days?
: sweet memories

15. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
: with my nephews..

16. What is the last thing you purchased online?
: reload coupon

17. One thing you hate about yourself?
: can't fight/stand for maself

18. What's your favourite soup?
: chicken soup/sup tulang

19. Do you miss anyone?
: my nephews..

20. What are your plans for the day?
: get some rest

21. Last person you msg'd?
: KJ

22. Ever went to camp?
: maybe..

23. Are you a good student in school?
: i was the quiet one..

24. What do you know about the (your) future?
: i'll be rich... definitely.. hehehehe

25. Are you wearing any perfume or cologne?
: LANCOME

50 things about me that's gonna turn u on!

2007-07-27T05:00:00.000+08:00

50 things about me that's gonna turn you off
Message: You opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn 50 things about your friends, and let them learn 50 things about you! (NOTE: I opened it and I had to fill it out...rules are rules)

1. How tall are you barefoot?
+ 158cm

2. Have you ever smoked?
+ no

3. Do you own a gun?
+ no.. not interested..

4. Do you hate someone right now?
+ not really

5. Do you get nervous?
+ at times

6. What do you think of hotdogs?
+ fattening.. but yummy

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
+ i wud go for hari raya song ?!

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
+ teh o limau suam satu !

9. Can you do push ups?
+ haha never can..

11.What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
+ necklace

12. Do you like painkillers?
+ i've nothing against em

13. What is your secret weapon to lure the opposite sex?
+ my courtesy.. i guess..

14. Do you own a knife?
+ yes.. need those to cook right.. ??!! haha

15. Do you have H.I.V?
+ no

16. Name?
+ alia

17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment?
+ sleep since it's 5 in the morning.. woke up from bed feeling hungry
+read harry potter book
+nasi lemak !

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought lately:
+ a sling, medicine and medicine.. it's hard to be sick..

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
+ tea, nestum, limau suam

20. What time did you wake up today? =
+ 3am.. trying to get back to sleep

22. Current worry?
+ i need a car..

23 Current hate?
+ myself depending on others

24. Favorite place to be?
+where i am now

25. Least favorite place to be?
+ hospitals/clinics or anything like it..

26. Where would you like to go?
+ go to bed.. :)

27. Do you own slippers?
+ yes

28. What shirt are you wearing?
+ black t-shirt

30. Favorite color?
+ red+black+blue

31.Would you like to be a pirate?
+ no, they r dirty and ugly

32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
+ i don't drink

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
+ padi - menanti sebuah jawaban

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
+ daytime.. where it's time to get up.. haha

35.What's in your pocket/s right now?
+ nothing

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
+ some stupid tv programme on tv3 called susuk

37. last thing that made you cry?
+ my accident

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
+ 2002, sprained my knee, shoulder and elbow in an accident..

39. Who is your loudest friend?
+ myself.. hehe

42.Who is your most silent friend?
+ none.. if silent how to befriend.. hehe

43.last movie watched?
+ harry potter

44. What is your favorite book?
+ dan brown/harry potter

45.What is your favorite chocolate
+ plain chocolate

47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
+ hmmm..

48. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
+ tido la apo laiee..

49. What was the First thing you did today?
+ ironing

50. What was the last thing you did the day before yesterday?
+healing myself

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Emosiku yang berkecamuk..

2007-07-25T13:08:00.000+08:00

YA ALLAH sabar aje la.. entah la kenape aku rasa teruji betul dengan eksiden ni.. memang kena sabar aje la.. ckp memang senang.. berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu memikul.. nak nak bahu yg memikul tengah sakit.. it was almost 5 years ago since my last accident.. that was in 2002.. which was quite bad.. but that internally bad.. bahu teralih.. sebulan aku pakai anduh.. x leh jalan ngn betul..

tapi masa tu aku masih lagi buleh sabar.. nk kata x pernah eksiden, tak jugak.. ntah la nape kali ni aku rs tensen semacam..asek membebel aje bak kata si mila.. ntah la.. sabar aje la.. x baik betul aku ni.. x bersyukur masih lagi diberi peluang hidup.. india yg langgar aku tu.. kalau betul la dia mati.. hmm x tau la.. amik iktibar aje la.. bukan org islam pun... so biar la..

tadi aku g urut, makcik tu cakap ko ni malam-malam mesti sakit.. dia kat bisa badan jatuh atas jalan.. aku ckp aah la sampai nangis saya makcik.. memang sakit and letih pas urut badan ni.. nak nak kalo eksiden..

pastu maybe agaknye aku tensen sebab sambut birthday dalam keadaan sakit.. tp happy jugak sebab opismate wat surprise birthday cake.. x sangka la plak aku.. coz ms tu aku da nak balik.. patut la beria x kasik balik... haha thank you everybody !!

from today i'm just going to face all this pain.. n hope i will recover as soon as possible.. insyaALLAH.. ameen.. please pray for me..

Happy Birthday to Myself ..

2007-07-24T05:46:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Myself.. !! Syukur alhamdulillah.. masih dapat mengucapkan ucapan tersebut pada hari ini.. thinking of what happened last friday, this is the most unforgettable birthday for me..Syukur ke hadrat ALLah swt kerana masih diberi ruang untuk meneruskan kehidupan.. syukur sangat-sangat..

tho this year's birthday I'm in sore.. bruises here and there.. Thank GOD I'm still alive.. I'm starting to precious life even more right now.. I think I will be cautious double of how I was last time.. or maybe triple.. it's just a plain trauma.. to be on the road again.. see now, my stomach is giving butterflies..

Thank you to Kamilla, for the birthday dinner last night.. memang tersangat kenyang.. da penuh tu pasal x leh nk masuk dah.. and most of all, thank you for the nursing last 3 nights.. jasamu ku kenang.. hehe..

thank you for all the wishes, from ayah/kakak/de/mila/hajja/julie/kak jannah/mizo/kak ham/sham/che ma/farhana .. semuanya mengikut turutan.. actually from saturday i dah start dapat wish.. entah la kenapa semuanya tak sabar nk wish aku happy birthday.. but otherwise.. yes i myself feel so thankful that i cud make to this day.. oh my i'm feeling so nervous right now dunno why.. lastly, dunn how to put it in words, but this year's birthday is the most "dunno how to describe" birthday as i manage to get to this very day.. ALhamdulillah..

I got knocked down

2007-07-21T14:19:00.000+08:00

I got knocked down, but I get up again...
jatuh motor.. one thing that I least expected to happen last friday.. it was kinda like any ordinary day.. just that on that day i was quite fatigue.. penat ngn keje.. plus last week every night tido lmbt.. blk x de lambat sgt.. considered early la like 10 latest pun 11 last week..

friday night tu went to dinner with ida kt hartamas.. besala kalo kuar ngn member geng pelahap jugak.. layan ar mcm2 dish..dim sum la.. then ida introduced me some mexican food.. aku nk sebut pun x reti.. quadatilla.. tah ape tah namanye.. tp mmg best giller.. mmg puas ati considering price dia x smpai rm10 pun.. pastu melahap dim sum 2 round..

da kenyang aku mcm mls nk balik.. juz nk seat enjoying the air there.. then tgh syok syok.. ujan la plak.. so at last we decided to leave..

smpai opis around 930 cam tu.. ari mmg ujan.. ida ada tny aku cane ko nk balik.. aku ckp lepak je la ot kt opis tgu ujan benti.. but i did otherwise.. ms ida nk balik tu dia siap pesan.. bawak mtr baik2 ujan ujan ni.. hmm x pernah pernah dia pesan mcm tu..

masa pagi g kerja, aku x tau la nape.. aku tenung no plat aku.. dlm hati aku ckp jgn la jatuh no plet ni.. tup tup blk dr opis tu ada pulak india mabuk langgar aku.. time tu da ada kt lorong kete coz nk masuk simpang sunway.. ms tu aku try motong dia coz dia bwk sangat slow.. time motong tu ntah la nape dia menyendeng kt aku.. adoi aku tgh accelerate coz nk potong. that old stupid bloody hell india man hit me !!! time tu on my right ada bmw putih.. arghh aku mmg berserah aje la..aku jatuh ke depan.. mtr aku terpusing ke belakang.. nsb baik aku lepas kan diri aku dr motor aku.. aku lepas kan tangan aku dr handle.. kalo x lg teruk aku jatuh.. aku terseret skt ke depan sbb jln licin.. mtr aku pun terpusing kira tertinggal kt blkg but at last tu dia terseret ke arah aku.. ms kt ats jalan tu aku berserah aje la kalo ade kereta nk dtg langgar sbb aku da x leh nk wat ape..masa time jatuh tu aku tersepit motor si tua bodoh tu kt kiri aku.. bmw putih tu kt kanan aku...o my GOD... memang rasa dah nk mati ajek la time tu...

tapi alhamdulillah... kereta yg aku sangka akn dtg rempuh aku x datang.. adoi lega sangat time tu... n aku pun terus bangun.. lengan aku kiri dan kanan memang sakit sangatt.. sangattt sangatttt sakitttt.... arghh !!! so aku cuba la gerakkan tgn aku n nsb baik blh gerak. maknenye x patah la... alhamdulillah.. aku masa tu mmg dlm keadaan marah sbb org tua tu langgar aku..tapi since rs sakit tu lagi kuat.. aku bangun je aku mcm masih lagi berfikir betul ke apa yg da jadi ni.. aku bukak helmet aku cmpak kt tepi tu.. sakit giller Tuhan saje yg tahu.. kemudian dtg la bro ni tny aku ok ke.. aku sedang menahan sakit so aku x jwb la soklan dia sambil memegang kedua dua siku ku yg sakit giler nye sakit.. then aku aku nak kol tp henset aku x blh nk on plak da time tu.. tah la nape.. then aku pinjam henpon bro tu kol bapak aku tp x dapat.. pastu aku pon kol ida.. ida tny kt mane aku mcm2 terpinga melihat sekeliling di manakah sebenarnye lokasi itu.. then masa tu aku realize jln suma tgh jem.. so bila ida tny nk amik ke x aku ckp x pyh nnt aku kol balik.. pastu bro tu tny aku duk dekat ke aku ckp aah dkt aje.. so dia offer nak antar aku balik n kwn dia antar mtr aku.. aku pun ckp boleh la sbb rs lega dgr perkataan balik n ada org nk antar pulak tu.. india tua mmg bro 2 rang tu x amik tahu sgt.. sbb dia kt india tu tgh mabuk..

so balik la aku dgn bro tu naik mtr dia.. aku ckp thanx kt mamat tu n x tau la cane nk bls budi .. ceh wah.. dia kt x pe besela tu.. org susah kn la tlg.. baik nyee laa.. sejuk jadi hati aku sekejap..
so aku pun naik masuk umah.. n mmg tersangat la blurr.. aku cmpak suma beg aku.. helmet.. n aku duduk dlm bilik terus charge tepon.. pastu aku tepon ida ckp aku da kt umah.. pastu aku tepon KJ mengharapkan idea.. then aku pun tepon la mila.. dia menjawab dgn gembira aje mood nye.. aku ckp kt dia nk mtk tlg.. tp jgn tny banyak.. aku juz suh dia dtg bawak ubat.. haha..

then mila pun dtg dan menjadi nurse aku selama 2 malam.. hehe TERIMA KASIH banyak banyak.. jasa mu ku kenang..saat saat mcm ni aku mmg x leh dok sensorang..masa 1st night lepas kena tu aku terjaga pukul 3 tu pastu aku nangeh sensorang.. sebab terlalu sakit.. maybe sbb sejuk kot.. sakit sgt.. kul 5 tu jaga lagi n nangiss.. adoi sedeh pun ade..
humm ape pun pasti ada hikmah di sebaliknye.. semoga semua ini menjadi kifarah dosa ku.. ameen.. ape pun aku bersyukur ke hadrat ALLAh swt kerana masih memberi aku nafas di dunia ni... alhamdulillah..

Masa ku masa mu jua..

2007-07-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

Penatttttt.... this FAT really consumes my time a lot !!! skrg da pukul 12++ aku br je balik opis tadik.. caya x caya aku skrg wat 3 keje serentak.. hmm.. wat jek la.. kadang tu mmg x tau nk buat priority.. sebab semuanya pun penting.. mg3.. hpu2.. cogen.. cogen tu skt ajek.. aku juz tg setup jek.. tu pun aku dok buat 3 hari.. lari ke sana .. lari ke sini.. penat betull.. ramai org tegur .. ckp aku ni da makin kurus.. haha.. baguih ler.. bukan nye aku x makan.. makan mmg banyak.. br mlm tadi g makan kt hartamas.. ngn ida n nazar.. bestt.. makan dim sum.. minggu ni hari2 pun tido lewat.. bangun awal.. nasib baik next week rest FAT.. petronas pun x larat aku tgk..

semalam aku kn sound ngn PM baru aku.. dia buleh kata dia disappointed sbb punch list x clear lagi. aku punyer ada 2 je yg blom clear.. org len lg berlambak.. tapi aku yg dia email ckp dissappointed.. ko bygkan la.. kalo org yg expert kt tmpt aku tu pun x leh nk solve.. x kan dia nk suh aku solve.. so aku kena la menjaja masalah ni kt seluruh benua.. da try wat macam2.. so semalam aku post kt komuniti honeywell.. tgu aje la org dr negara mana nk tlg solve kan..
hmm aku malas nk ckp banyak.. aku juz explain kt syaruzmi why i cudn't solve it.. aku tahu.. sya mmg faham.. om aku tu da la baru.. tau nk judge aje.. ari2 pun tny status.. tny apa masalah.. bukan nk tlg kasi solution.. juz nk kira hari2 bape punch list yg leh clear.. hmm.. nyampah la aku.. dr mula aku mmg ada hunch x best ngn pm baru aku ni.. hmm tp at least dia better la dr pm sblum tu..

ptg td lepak kt sp corner kejap makan.. derang dok sembang pasakl permanent la ape la.. gaji la.. aku x de hati langsung nk ckp psl tu..kecik ati jgk kot.. bila org x trust kiter.. hmm ah bior la... dpt offer aku bla cam tu je.. well... honeywell..

ape pun.. bg aku.. besala setiap manusia ada turun naik nye..aku kdg heran.. nape aku asek kena mcm ni.. wat else do i need to do to prove myself.. x kan aku nk announce 1 dunia tunjuk yg aku ni wat kerja.. biar la.. mereka dgn sceptical mereka... yg penting kite kena ikhlas dgn kerja kita.. honest...

8 Days to go..

2007-07-15T22:09:00.000+08:00

Hai mcblog... lama x tulis kt sini.. FAT nye pasal..kept me in the office most of the day... 1 more month to go.. after that.. i dunno.. ini blum lagi real oil n gas nye work environment... after this.. if i'm chosen to work at site.. humm i dunno wat to expect.. but need to prepare myself.. i x kesah g site ke x.. terima aje ... malas nk pikir actually.. coz g site pun.. bukan ada kete.. satu hal lak lagi.. ckp psl kereta.. humm.. bile la leh beli kereta..asek bwk kereta orang aje.. sabar aje la...

anyway.. juz got back from kuantan today.. saje lama x balik.. sian my mom demam.. balik masak utk dia.. org demam so masak sup la.. hehe..

that day tengok harr potter.. to me.. best aje.. even the 5th book was the least favor.. anyway.. can't wait to collect my 7th book this 21st.. a birthday gift to myself.. haha....

60

2007-07-08T10:29:00.000+08:00

1. Name someone who REALLY made you smile today?
* none

2.What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
* juz woke up

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
* watching spongebob

4. What is something that happened to you in 1992?
* family tragedy..

5. What is the last thing you said aloud?
* arghh ngantuknye..

6. How many different things did you drink today?
* i had skyjuice only..

7. What color is your hairbrush?
* black

8.What was the last thing you bought?
* yesterday's lunch.. ayam golek. nyum nyum..

9. Who was the last person you kissed on the lips?
* my nephew.. he's just 1 year old !!

10. What color is your front door?
* dark green

11. Where do you keep your change?
* everywhere

12. What's the weather like today?
* mendung.. luv it !!

13. What is the best ice cream flavor?
* chocolate

14. What is something you are excited about?
* ermm

15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
* can't recall

18. Are you random?
* most of the time yeah...

19. Do you want to cut your hair?
* yes and no..

21. Do you talk a lot?
* reasonably yess

23. Does your screen name have an "x" in it?
* nope

24. Do you know anyone named Steven?
* my neighbour in kuantan

26. Are you ticklish?
* i don't think so

27. Are you typically a jealous person?
* if it involves my husband of course laaa

28. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "D"
* dude.. haha

29. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "N":
* nazar

30. Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
* danny.. my pm..

31. What did the last text message you received say?
* .. kalo x jadi ko marah.. (LOL)

32. Do you chew on your straws?
* yeahh

33. Do you have curly hair?
* thank GOD ..no

34. What is the next concert you're going to?
* Gwen Stefani.. ( in my dreams..tix mahal giler)

35. Whats your favorite color?
* currently varying them

37. What is something you say a lot today?
* ngantuk..

38. What is the last thing you ate today?
* jacob's biscuit

39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko"?
* nope.. wasn't that a song ?? LOL

40. Do you have work tomorrow?
* of course.. ada FAT lagi..

41. Is marriage in your future?
* surely hope yess..

42. When was the last time you said "I love you." to a gerl and really mean it?
* i don't

43.What should you be doing right now?
* take a bath.. :p

44. Do you have a nickname?
* aliasunway

45. Are you a heavy sleeper?
* nope

46.When was the last time you used a skateboard?
* 1990

47. What is the best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?
* TRANSFORMERS .. autobots, transform !!

51. Did you cry today?
* yesterday.. while watching ROCKY BALBOA.. haha

52. Do you like someone right now?
* maybe..

53. Are you currently playing any sports?
* no..

55. Last time you listened to music?
* juz now

56. Last time you watched tv?
* this morning

57. Do you miss someone right now?
* ma nephews !!

58. What are you doing at this very moment?
* in sleepy mode..

59. Who is the last person you talked on the phone with?
* can't remember..

60. Who is the last person who texted you?
* ida

syukur..

2007-07-04T20:36:00.000+08:00

wrote this post yesterday when suddenly my pc hanged...

i miss them.. those words precisely describes how i feel today.. i miss my ex-colleague from last year.. miss the frenship.. y today ? becoz bad things happened on today.. in 2006.. everything seems fresh in my mind. not to say i can't forget it.. but it's just the most priceless lesson. and somewhat triggered to a better frenship..hopefully.. i thank GOD for what HE planned.. as only ALLAH knows BEST..

need to find some gifts for them. :)

It's a 9 star movie..

2007-06-29T01:56:00.000+08:00

an endless round of applause to Transformers.. It's the best beyond the best movie I have ever saw.. of 27 years in life.. almost.. this is the most spectacular movie I've ever watched.. I went on accidentally.. pergi dengan schoolmate lama.. tiba-tiba aje dia kol.. ckp hey aku kt wayang, nk tgk transformers x? he got free tickets.. x sia-sia aku kontek dia balik.. hehe... at first i thot i ws gonna work late tonite.. but.. hurm.. my stuff is owned by "public" .. suma pun nak guna.. x cukup one whole day wat FAT dgn C300 tu.. malam pun mau buat jugak lah.. i tunggu smpai 1030.. smpai otak pun da x bleh fikir... ingat nak balik tido da.. tetiba suatu panggilan misteri diterima.. hehe.. a not so long lost fren called.. ajak g movie.. wah best giler.. i tell you.. transformers is a MUST SEE movie. huhu.. enjoy .... audience yang tengok memang asek tepuk tangan je.. coz was so amazed with its motion picture.. duno how to describe it.. but it's totally worth more than ur ticket price.. marvellous.. story plot memang so TRANSFORMERS.. lbh kurang jek mcm kartun dia.. kelakar ada.. serius ade.. sedih ada sikiiitt laa.. tapi paling best action dia..

sabtu ni da janji ngn other frenz... hm x kesa h la tengok 10 kali pun aku still x puas kot.. hehe.. melampaunye...

FAT yang kantoi

2007-06-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

kantoi.. on the 1st day of FAT.. itu la yang terjadi hari ini..
padan muka, is the only respond that i can give.. the most precise word.. most suitable.. haha.. tgh FAT leh tripped.. abis suma down.. actually dr semalam there was a smell.. burning smell.. tapi smlm cari punca x jumpa.. puas cari.. tp x jumpa.. last2 arini jumpa.. o my GOD !! socket yg terbakar rupenye.. berlubang soket tu.. another near miss... nasib baik jumpa.. kalo tak terbakar satu building baru nk jumpe mampos la... serius soket tu berlubang.. besi lebur ...

kecoh la kejap satu opis.. suma dtg tgk.. yg x best nye, suma start cari sape nye salah.. amin, our soon to be EM, cakap, tak pernah mane2 projek pakai pdb masa tgh testing.. pastu tuan punya building pulak asek dok ckp load yg dguna exceed.. mmg plug ckp max 15amp tp actually kalo guna 8 amp pun da bahaya.. kesian toqmat, org mcm salahkan dia plak.. tensen kejap muka toqmat tadi... tp nk wat cemna dia pun ikut arahan management yang bangang tu.. dia dah propose da sblum ni.. da ckp. .tapi nk wat cemna.. management nk tunjuk pandai.. aku risau kt it equipment je.. hmm asek trip ajek.. mau rusak barang nanti...

tadi g dinner kt sate kajang kt dmnsara .. ngn ida ngn kak ct.. bestt.. hehe walaupun x leh bukak mulut beso beso.. namun aku tetap puas ati.. hehe.. sakit jgk mulut ni. tapi nasib baik da bleh makan..

arini aku learnt something.. on how to deal with customer.. apa yang penting is masa deal ngn customer, from the very beginning.. kita tak boleh bersikap berkira.. berkira meaning, kite seolah olah nk berkira sape nye scope of work..yg ni skop kau.. yg tu skop aku... percayala menda tu akan nyusahkan aje.. coz customer akan mula jadi cerewet.. dan berkira pulak.. hm mcm tu la derang treat customer dlm mg3suwei ni.. arini aku ngn nazar puas pk cemna nk lari dr mg3 ni.. nyampah jadik.. haha...

humm aku g spital tadi pagi.. ada nerve injury after the op.. hmm mls nk pk.. nanti kt citer k.. however, juz wanna share something i found at the hospital today.. actually nmpak da lama tp arini br sempat jot down..

The moment you're in tension
You will lose your attention
Then you're in total confusion
And you'll feel irritation
Then you'll spoil your personal relation
Utimately you won't get co-operation
Then you'll make things go into complication
Then your BP may also rise caution
and you may have to take medication..

Instead..
understand the situation
and try to think of the solution
many problems can be solved by discussion
Which will work better in your profession
Don't think it's my free suggestion
It is only for your prevention
If you understand my intention
You'll never come again into tension..

tebrau mode..

2007-06-25T19:04:00.000+08:00

seronok... last weekend aku g johor.. seperti biasa pergi menziarah anak-anak buah ku.. takde menda lain yg lg best bagi aku daripada pergi melawat anak buah aku.. da besa da derang.. dak kecik kn la selalu jenguk.. kalo lama sgt x jenguk nnt derang kekok ngn kite.. x rapat.. x best... actually itu tujuan sampingan.. aku teman KJ daftar kt utm.. space nye program..bertolak jumaat petang.. prginye bertiga.. kj ngn anim.. nk dkt kul 10 cam tu smpai umah akak aku.. janji jumpa kt petronas coz aku x ingt jalan nk g umah dia.. malam tu tido agak awal.. seperti dijangka, aku tido tido ayam jugak malam tu.. coz tido atas katil antik akak aku... kalo sorang gerak semua terjaga.. nak nak tido sebelah ulat demok.. hahaha.. asek terjaga je..

kul 530 da bangun .. kengkununnye 630 da nak gerak.. daftar start kul 8.. pagi tu, abg ipar aku tnjk jalan smpai kwsn perindustrian tebrau.. coz dia keje kt situ.. then ada la dia bg aku map.. cemna nk g utm tu.. nk ikutkan senang ajek jalan dia.. dlm 1/2 jam da sampai da benanye.. tapi ntah mcm mana buleh tersesat sampai ke kulai.. aduss.. abg ipar aku ckp ada signboard nk masuk utm tu.. serius aku mmg x jumpa.. siap tny polis.. tp polis tu bagi tunjuk jalan tah hape2.. dengan keadaan jalan tengah under construction.. keta banyak.. plak tu ade eksiden kiterang nampak.. jem giler.. last2 masuk PLUS.. then masuk je tol utm..bila keluar tengok jalan yg sama jugak mcm memula tadik.. x jumpa jugak.. pusing2 tny kt shell nye orang tu baru la jumpa..

memang poyo nk mampus.. aku mmg x sangka jln kecik mcm tu rupenye nk masuk utm.. signboard mmg x de.. jln kecik nk mampus.. mcm nk g ladang kelapa sawit je... hmm nasib baik jumpa utm tu.. pastu kt dlm utm pulak.. lg la poyo.. signboard tah hape hape.. signboard tulis lain.. building tulis lain.. x buleh jadi betull.. bengang betul aku..hahaha.. tapi dlm pada tu seronok jugak la kot.. coz dpt explore.. rasa mcm dlm amazing race je.. daripada leh smpai kul 730..last2 smpai 830 nk dkt kul 9.. hmm pape je la... nk cr dewan tu plak da satu hal.. signboard mmg ngarut giler.. tensen aku..

dok kt utm tu satu hari la jugak.. smpai petang.. kedai makan sat uhabuk x bukak.. juz ada booth org jual makanan dkt dgn tmpt daftar tu.. adoi... laparnye pasal telan aje la.. syukur jek la.. da la mahal.. cara dia uruskan pendaftaran tu memang tersangat2 tidak sistematik. bengang betul aku.. huhu...mcm2 aku buat.. time taklimat aku tido jek kt dewan tu.. pastu ptg tu kn g fakulti.. tu lg satu hal.. signboard tulis lain.. bangunan tulis lain.. aku tepon kwn aku tanya.. sebab dulu dia fakulti sc comp.. pastu nk dkt 2 jam jgk la aku ngn anim tgu dlm keta... haha.. cam lawak plak.. main teka teki la.. bersih keta la.. ckp pasal sains la.. ape la.. aku seronok aje.. nsb ada kawan.. kalo x mmg da nyumpah nyumpah da aku.. haha... ade kwn x de la rasa cam lama sgt..

pastu time balik nasib baik terer. haha.. was on the right track all the way.. hehe.. da sampai umah rasa lega sangat... dpt main ngn afieq ngn arief... hehe.. pastu mandi makan semayang.. then mlm tu g jenjalan kt jusco.. huhu best giler.. soping x hingat kul 11 baru balik.. pastu mlm tu kiterang tido kt luar.. fooh lega betul dpt tido lena malam tu.. walaupun kena tolak smpai tido atas kapet.. haha..at least takde la kesan vibrate org sebelah.. hehe..

esok tu mmg bangun lambat .. kul 9 br bangun.. memang malas betul rasa nk balik masa tu..best jek dpt duk situ lelama.. main ngn adik/afieq... bestnye... lepas zuhur br la turun dr rumah.. siap g jusco lg sekali.. soping soping.. aku beli baju.. huhu best.. lois.. tak sabar nk pakai..satu da pakai time balik.. ckp pasal balik.. kul 5 br bertolak dr jusco tu.. 730 da ada kt seremban.. huhu.. tima kasih la kt KJ ngn anim for the trip.. insyaallah bulan 8 la plak g johor... windu kt adik / afieq / kakak !!

Honda Jazz..

2007-06-21T22:44:00.001+08:00

today i drove my dream car !! ohh my... best giller.. tak terkata .. tetiba jek.. x plan pon... surprisingly the owner is a trainee at my office.. aiyo.. budak skrang kaya2 wo.. dia ajak i g makan.. theni ckp naik keta nak la.. x sangka plak dia ada kereta.. hehe.. then we walked to the car park.. i was wondering which is her car .. then she brought me next to a van.. very buruk one.. sekali .. tadaaa... ada honda jazz sebelah tu.. red kaler plak tu.. then she passed me her car key.. wow !! i buat muka selamba jek.. padahal dalam hati teruja giller !! dia x tau nk makan kt mane.. so dia suru i drive.. plus she doesn't know the place well.. memandangkan aku ni tua kt petaling jaya ni.. so tau la sesikit.. haha..

n there i went.. wow.. best giller honda !!!

Unintended

2007-06-18T17:28:00.000+08:00

Unintended
by Muse

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended

You could be the one I'll always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before
Before you

Download Muse - Unintended

It's 30 now..

2007-06-18T12:22:00.000+08:00

i feel like crying.. huhu... i'm quite surprised, as I went thru the operation this morning.. mcm x caya jek rasanye.. my tooth is gone within an hour.. last night kul 230 baru tido.. besala melayan mcblog kesayangan.. mengdonlod lagu penyejuk hati.. melayan anging di balkoni.. ceh wah.. kengkononnya pagi ni ada janji nk brekfes ngn bapak aku.. katanye 730 pagi.. tercongok la aku 730 kt kedai mamak tu.. tup tup 745 xde pulak batang idong en.hassan norddeen.. aku bekfes jek la sensorang.. ntah nape the moment i woke up this morning rs cm nk marah jek.. haha.. x cukup tido agaknye.. pulak tu kn bangun pagi nk bekfes ngn ayah, tengok2 x muncul.. hurmm nk hot pun x bleh coz bapak aku.. huhu.. memandangkan aku da faham sgt perangai bapak ku yg penuh dgn kejutan, so aku wat dek aje la..

after brekfes, aku balik umah dulu gosok gg sepuas-puasnye.. yela nk jumpa dentist kenala bersih bersih.. kang x pasal len plak kn buat nanti.. huhuhu.. dlm kul 820 tu aku turun.. sblum g UH aku singgah opis antar draft doc utk kak wati cad.. wah terasa cam apsal la ku ni dedicated sgt.. hehe mestila sbb HPU2 nye pasal.. kalo mg3 tu 4 5 kali jgk la aku fikir.. kih kih kih... jantung aku ni asek dok berdegup jek dgn pantas sejak malam tadik.. berdebor giller.. nervous.. sampai spital je as expected ada la dlm 1/2 jam aku tunggu.. then nurse tu panggil aku dlm kul 945 am, tanya leh tgu lagi ke coz dentist aku, dr.hanim trapped dlm traffic jam.. i didn't mind .. dlm hati kensel pun x per.. haha.. serba x kena aku dibuatnye.. kejap dok dpn tv.. kejap dok belakang. kejap dok depan..dok belek newspaper 2 3 kali.. baca tu baca tp da x bleh masuk da dlm kepla otak aku ni.. huhu..

after dlm 20 minutes, nurse tu panggil aku lagi.. nsb bek nurse ni cool je.. so aku cool sikittt laa.. terbeliak mata aku bila dia panggil nama aku.. Tuhan saje la yg tahu debor x debor hati aku.. pastu masuk la bilik OT tu.. nurse tu tny cepat jugak awak nk cabut gg lg 1 ni.. aku ckp aah la coz nnt pasni sibuk sikit takut x dek masa.. nurse added said that bagus la.. coz dr.hanim start next month xde.. dia ngah wat specialist.. pastu doc datang.. explain kt aku ape yg akan dibuat pd aku.. hmm ghopenye gg bongsu kanan aku ni mmg x visible langsung.. xray baru nampak.. dia tertanam.. senget plak tu.. doc tu explain, since gg tu tertanam, so kena potong gusi sikit.. mcm buat pintu la untuk nk akses gg yg tertanam tu.. pastu since gg tu is in between tulang, so kena la drill sikit gg tu.. sbb nk tarik mcm bese x muat nk keluar..

pastu kena sign letter of consent.. pastu doc kata, kali ni bukan mcm aritu..mata kena tutup.. sbb banyak guna sharp utensils. kalo u nampak nnt u lari.. haha doc tu kata.. aku pun oh yeke.. aku tny sy nk tido bleh x.. huhu doc x kasik.. so dia tutup la muka aku, kasik nmpak mulut jek..badan suma tutup la ngn kain takut terpercik darah.. then doc ngn nurse explain la beberapa jenis bunyi yg aku akan dengar.. ada bunyi mesin fluid management tu - to suck my air liur n blood. pastu ada bunyi drill untuk potong gg .. pastu bunyi ape tah lagi aku x ingat da..

setiap step yg dia buat dia announce dulu kt aku.. memula bese la inject bius nk kasi kebas.. aku rs cam 1/4 muka aku ni kebas.. lidah kebas.. pipi,, dagu pun kebas.. pastu dia testing cucuk2 ngn besi tny rs sakit ke x.. bila da x sakit baru dia potong gusi.. aku mmg x nmpak la alat yg dia guna.. tp aku dgr bunyi jek.. da potong gusi then dia drill.. nurse tu ckp kt aku x de pe. mcm masa tampal gg je.. tp doc tu tau aku x pnh tampal gg.. maklumla gg cantik.. sehat dan kuat.. hehehehe.. lama jugak dia drill.. aku sampai adoi bila la nk abis..aku rs cam aku x relaks kot badan aku. so nurse tu ckp kt aku suh relaks sikit lidah aku.. adoi masa tu la rs cam .. mak ai... lidah aku pun kerass.. di asuh relaks.. ms nk tarik gg tu ade rs sakit sikit... doc pesan kalo sakit cakap.. so aku kuarkan la bunyi bunyian ckp sakit.. so dia berhenti skejap.. kejap jek dlm 10 saat.. pstu dia teruskan kerja dia.. during the operation tu.. doc ngn nurse tu borak2 la.. mcm2 la derang borak.. so somehow aku get distracted jugak about the pain.. it kept me a lil bit calm..

pastu bila da tarik kuar gg tu, nurse tu, pn saadiah gtau.. pastu dia kata ok skrang nk jahit gusi ye.. relaks kan badan ye dik.. hehe.. keras jgk kot badan aku.. nurse tu kn pegang dahi aku.. hehe.. pastu aku da relaks skt.. aku rasa cam terasa jugak kot kena jahit.. rs cm ade benang ..

pastu abis la.. sakit kepla jugak after abis tu..pastu doc tu suh aku bangun n ajak aku tngok gg aku .. hehe.. dah terbelah 2 gg tu.. nurse tu tny ade pening ke.. aku ckp aah.. pastu dia suh aku baring coz ms bangun tu rs cam nk jatuh je....so dlm 15 minit aku rest kejap la.. pastu after da g bayar kt kaunter.. nurse tu bungkus kan gg aku..n bg a few instructions mcm suh ltk ais n kumur air garam la.. mula dia cam x konfiden nk suh aku balik.. coz dia ny aku dtg naik pe.. aku ckp naik mtr.. boleh ke ni ? hmm aku ckp ok je.. coz mmg nk balik sangat2 masa tu... pastu aku ckp thanx kt doktor then aku pun balik..

pastu bapak aku tepon tny da sudah ke aku cakap da.. pastu dia suh aku dtg umah dia bawak roti canai ngn rokok sampoerna.. haha poyo x poyo en hassan tu.. hehehe... time balik tu rs jugak la mcm nk pengsan.. bwk mtr slow jek.. rs cam x bermaya... da antar roti canai ngn rokok kt bapak aku.. aku pun balik.. x larat aku nk lepak umah ayah.. so aku pun balik.. singgah beli nestum.. pastu naik atas...

hurmm mcm tu la pengalaman cabut gg arini.. alhamdulillah everything went well.. insyaallah pas ni x perlu la suffer lagi sakit gg.. bersyukur kpd ALLah everything is over .. n also thank you to my frenz and family for all the moral supports.. nasib baik diberi kekuatan untuk pergi UH pagi tadi.. hehe.. kalo x buat skrg, lg lama tunggu nnt nk buat lagi sakit...

maka hari ini tinggal la 30 gigi ku... hehe..

The Reunion

2007-06-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

Indulgence is just the right word for my weekend... fulfilled the desire for my appetite, loneliness, a need of a listener and... having moments with frenzz.. da lama da, since the last time i really enjoyed myself..

memula main bowling kt ampang point.. 2 game.. haha 1st game jek aku ok skt.. maklumla aku ni tangan bangku.. my hands are not fit for bowling.. main campak aje..main 6 orang.. elly, intan, leez, mizo and sue... sue is leez's fren.. then i realised that she was my schoolmate masa kt SMART fom 1993 till 1995... haha kecik tul dunia ni..da 2 kali jumpa dak sue ni.. patut la seperti ku kenal wajah itu.. satu sekolah ghopenye.. hehe best dpt keep track balik schoolmate.. the good old days.. pastu g makan kt MMCR.. linda onn's.. borak2.. yang best bila keluar ngn kengkawan ni, just by seating together, x ckp pepe pun rs terisi.. diam tu ade makna..
it's becoz we r with friends.. when left, we felt like we've talked a lot... pastu briskwalk and shopping kt bukit bintang..

with frenzz, there's no specified agenda.. no fixed time... i felt so loosen out.. no tense.. bestt.. tenang sikit.. beli wallet baru.. kt parkson grand... x la glamer brandnye.. tp ok la.. coz my purse da koyak.. hehe.. pastu lepak kt starbucks coffee.. haha terasa cam orang kaya plaks... walaupun sekejap.. hehehe... da nk masuk 2 tahun our frenship.. still new.. but in those 2 years. i've seen that each one of us has become more matured.. it's not too much to say that i can see each of us are now focused in our lives.. building up our careers... i'm so proud of them...

hmm.. my desire to indulge myself came from a fear to go to UH tomorrow.. huhu.. esok cabut gigi wei.. huhu.. tiba2 je cam nervouss.. debar jantung aku wei.. hmm bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Some very good and very bad things

2007-06-17T01:38:00.000+08:00

hey.. juz something i wanna share from an email i got from a fren.. enjoy...

Some very good and very bad things
The most destructive habit....... ......... ...... Worry
The greatest Joy......... ......... ......... .... Giving
The greatest loss........ ........ Loss of self-respect
The most satisfying work........ ....... Helping others
The ugliest personality trait....... ...... Selfishness
The most endangered species..... .... Dedicated leaders
Our greatest natural resource.... ......... .. Our youth
The greatest "shot in the arm"........ .. Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome.... ......... .... Fear
The most effective sleeping pill........ Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease..... ....... Excuses
The most powerful force in life........ ......... . Love
The most dangerous pariah...... ......... ... A gossiper
The world's most incredible computer.... .... The brain
The worst thing to be without..... ......... ..... Hope
The deadliest weapon...... ......... ........ The tongue
The two most power filled words....... ........ "I Can"
The greatest asset....... ......... ......... ..... Faith
The most worthless emotion..... ......... .... Self- pity
The most beautiful attire...... ......... ....... SMILE!
The most prized possession.. ......... ..... Integrity
The most powerful channel of communication. .... Prayer
The most contagious spirit...... ......... .. Enthusiasm
The most important thing in life........ ......... . Almighty GOD
Everyone needs this list to live by...
Please pass it along.......
Great opportunities to help others seldom come, but small ones surround us every day

Indulgence Day !!

2007-06-17T00:33:00.000+08:00

PERCAYALAH IMPIANMU

Haiii blog kesayanganku.. hehe... hari ni saturday.. was a very fun day for me.. it's the indulgence day !! went to visit my lovely fren in kajang.. she got her 2nd baby yesterday afternoon.. huh it was a surprise.. as i dun even know she's pregnant.. hmm she purposely kept it as a secret.. totally understand as her first pregnancy didn't turn out well.. her 2nd pregnancy was full of obstacles and hardship but she managed to go thru it...then her 3rd one she said was fine, but juz dun want to heboh heboh.. i'm so happy for her.. went to kajang hospital.. and chit chat from 115 to 330 pm.. missed her a lot.. she's the kind of fren, that nothing can stop me to see her.. she's kinda priority to me..i went there today with my honda.. even it was raining... hehe congrats on ur newborn baby Dr.Azimah !! keep on producing.. haha

i went to kajang without my handphone ! tah cemana tertinggal coz was charging it.. when i reached home almost 26 missed calls... haha.. but i returned only 1 call.. from my teman setia.. hehe.. then i went out to the curve... hmmm yummie yummie.. had dinner at the marche..i had seafood platter n w/melon juice.. ramai jgk org kt the curve.. nk masuk kn beratur sekejap..ida diet, she had only salads and potatoes..the food was great.. the chit chat was even better.. kiterang smpai awal.. around 7 kot.. dok situ till 9++ kot.. then ronda2 around.. hehe... best jugak cuci mata kengkadang. release stress.. have to admit... this job is quite tough.. we have to be strong in and out.. and teamwork is the most important thing.. ida's a very experienced honeyweller.. i learned loads from her..i share most of her stand.. as long as we play honest with our job, good things will come..

i learned something tonite..in a relationship or friendship.. we cannot force ourselves.. a good relationship shines our inner side.. if we're not ourselves, or we turned out to be someone else.. hmm it's just not meant for you.. i realised that some time i forced myself to befriend with somebody.. but yet myself hates it... coz it contradicted with my own inner desire.. we have to be sincere with ourselves..
oh my sarcastic side is getting stronger... haha.. so everybody out there, especially those in my life.. be prepared for my sarcasticmme.. haha... spent too much time... even sacrificed a lot juz to please people.. but at the end of the day.. hey.. who will please me ?? if not myself.. don't care what people say, just follow ur own way..don't give up and use the chance.. to return to innocence.. sounds familiar ?? enigma- return to innocence..

chiaw... gud nite ma mcblog !! mwahhss..tomorrow me going for a gath.. n it's bowling time... will get back to u with the details.. hmm da lama x men boling.. it's hentam time !! yeehaaa...

OGA 2007

2007-06-14T20:21:00.000+08:00

Oil n gas.. hmm x sangka plak aku masuk industri ni.. cita2 dulu lebih banyak cenderung nk masuk CS.. or tele.. tapi aku baru tahu rupenye, CS mmg byk kaitan dgn dcs/scada.. ari ni aku ponteng keje 1/2 hari.. haha pergi KLCC tengok Oil n Gas Asia 2007.. OGA 2007..da gtau LEAD aku soon to be Asst.EM.. hala balik terserempak ngn dia.. haha derang perli aku shopping ke ape dtg OGA.. huhu.. well.. i feel so lucky to have the opportunity to be in this field.. Dunia O&G ni luas rupenye.. sbg org baru, OGA ni byk membantu aku memahami dan memperkukuhkan perspektif kerjaya dalam O&G ni.. hmm banyak sangaaatt menda nk kena belajo.. Perancangan ALLah itu adalah yang terbaik.. syukur dan semoga ALLah terus murahkan rezeki.. ameen..

best giler g exhibition ni coz dapat souveniour yang x terkira banyak nye.. pen.. diari.. paper bag toksah cakap ar.. key chain.. banyak company besar2 dari seluruh dunia wat exhibition.. n aku sempat belajar a few demonstration. .bnyk jugak la.. fooh so high tech... tidak ketinggalan ada company based kt malaysia.. x sangka betul aku.. company logistic.. bikin lori angkut minyak.. SCOMI.. ingatkan from europe ke mane ke.. malaysia rupenye.. huhu..

oil n gas kalo nk buat duit.. memang la. tp bese la.. nothing's free.. kena ada pengorbanan sikit... hmm i think keje ape pun sama je..

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2007-06-12T18:59:00.000+08:00

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Sarcastic Moments

2007-06-12T18:47:00.000+08:00

Sarcastic... wud be the most precise word to describe me now.. Resulting from too many dissatisfaction in life.. frustrations.. unfair treatment.. muahahaha...

aku rasa macam best je .. behaving as such.. sarcastic.. kadang2 tu da ckp pun x faham2 jugak.. so sarcastic is the right thing to do.. next week another experienced PM is going to resign.. dunno bout others but i cud smell disaster's coming.. more new people are coming in.. somebody told me today, people like me, expected to lead them.. hmm.. i guess this is what they unLEADed.. but yet must lead others..

da serabut da rasanye.. but hope for changes in july. as many people has been talking about... hopefully..

arini aku gaduh ngn kenny.. aku tinggi suara kt dia... sebab da lama aku simpan.. menyampah ngn act dia.. but then we managed to seat and talk... almost 1.5 hours.. i'm glad we managed to clear things up.. it was quite a quality talk.. x tau mcm ne nk huraikan kt sini.. banyak sangat yang dibincangkan.. tapi antara main point nye..

aku ckp aku x puas ati dgn dia, asek nk pressure aku.. ari2 tanya pasal status.. mintak aku report kt dia pulak.. berlagak mcm lead.. kalo tanya cara baik, aku x de hal.. tapi tanya mcm nk marah... da nk dekat 3 minggu dia mcm tu.. padahal dia antara org paling close ngn aku kt opis tu..

aku jd naik angin time dia mintak manual ngn aku tadi.. pastu dia cakap dia x leh keje ngn aku kalo mcm ni.. so dia ajak bincang.. mula da x de hati da nk bincang.. x kan x faham2... bukannye dia x kenal aku mcm mana.. tapi dia insist nk jugak diskus.. so ok la.. aku diskus jek la.. siap dlm bilik miting lagi tu..

then dlm miting baru la dia ckp.. wat has been going on with him.. as expected.. org atas ari2 dok pressure dia.. dalam hati aku, pdn muka la.. coz dia tu mmg wat keje nk kiss *** aje.. n mmg dia kta dia terpaksa ikut sbb derang boss maa.. nanti boss jugak tentukan appraisal la.. naik pangkat la.. wat the hell man.. i don't work that way..

then aku tny kalo boss u salah pun u nk ikut ke.. hmm x sangka dia jawab ye la derang boss maa.. adoii.. tah pepe manusia ni...

i dun care la cara dia. janji aku da cakap ngn dia kalo dgn aku tlg ar.. i work with honesty.. kalau kita honest dgn keje kita, good things will come..

hmm ada byk lg yg dibicarakan.. tp tak terluah kt sini.. sbb mls nk ingat..
tapi kesimpulannye aku da ok dgn kenny.. n now i dun mind updating with him bout my job.. biar la dia nk kiss *** sesape pun.. jadi moral of the story buat aku pada hari ini ialah.. as depicted below.. XOXO

Big Girls Don't Cry

2007-06-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

Big Girls Don't Cry
by Fergie

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your hometown
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
Be with myself and center clarity
Peace serenity

[Chorus]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal myself and I
We got some straighten' out to do
And im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls dont cry
Dont cry, dont cry, dont cry

The path that im walking
I must going on
I must take the baby step til' im full grown, full grown
Fairytales dont always have the happy ending, do they?
And I forsake the darker hell if I stay

[Chorus]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal myself and I
We got some straighten' out to do
And im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls dont cry

Like the little school mate in school yard
We'll play jackson and UNO cards
I'll be your bestfriend and you'll be mine long time
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
Cause I wanna hold yours too

We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late and dark outside
Need to be with myself and center clarity
Peace serenity

[Chorus]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal myself and I
We got some straighten' out to do

And im gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girl dont cry
Dont cry, dont cry, dont cry

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