You Are an Okay Listener |
 You try to be a good listener, and usually you are. But some people are just so boring and difficult to listen to! Your mind tends to wander during some conversations. You are likely to space out a little or try to change the subject to something more interesting. |
Saturday, 31 May 2008
Your Mind is Yellow |
 Of all the mind types, yours is the most intellectual. You crave mental stimulation, and your thoughts tend to very complex. Your thoughts tend to be innovative and cutting edge, though many people don't understand them. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about science, architecture, and communication. |
What Colour is Your Mind
Your Mind is Yellow |
Of all the mind types, yours is the most intellectual. You crave mental stimulation, and your thoughts tend to very complex. Your thoughts tend to be innovative and cutting edge, though many people don't understand them. You tend to spend a lot of time thinking about science, architecture, and communication. |
still in kuantan...
hello bloggie.. arini last day of May.. hmm genap sebulan aku x jenguk kau.. sowiee.. my job forbids me.. debush debush.. well da 3 minggu aku kerja straight with no off day.. nk kata giler kata la.. tp dah tepaksa.. aku da kena selsema da ni.. aku x tau la.. kalo x pegi keje nnt serba salah.. lgpun aku ni masih kontrak.. there's no guarantee yet for me.. lgpun as per my history here, i need to prove myself more..
this time commission for another location. at port storage. much much smaller compared to last month's... 1/3. tmpt pun lebih selesa.. this time aku takeover psl hardware.. since da x de org lain.. well aku x kesah.. lgpun byk benda aku blh belajar.. x pe la.. mmg perit tp i know it is for my own good.. well team member pun da kurang this time.. 12 org je.. x mcm dulu 30 orang.. so mostly everynight/lunch we all eat together.. pm aku pun lbh byk spend time ngn kitorang.. dia nmpk lebih cool compared tu during mtbe... kalo dulu tu aku nk mintak balik pun takut.. muka berkerut ajekk..
ms memula aku smpai mmg boring giller...skrg ni ok skt.. tp pas ni kurang la org.. aku nk balik benanye isnin ni.. tp x dpt kot.. maybe selasa.. coz aku kn dtg balik on the 17hb utk testing.. pastu dpt pulak skop keje baru.. onewireless.. well.. byk politik menda ni.. training nye beria ramai pergi.. time nk buat.. hmm masing2 tunjuk sibuk... hmmm
ah biar la.. yg penting aku nak pergi kota bharu tgk mok ngoh 13hb ni...naik flight.. saje da lama x naik.. ehehehe... indulgence .. hahaha..
oh ye.. lupa plak.. arini aku dpt tengok obor obor dgn mata kepala aku.. yg besar mcm bola basketball.. pastu nmpk ikan todak.. best gillerr....
this time commission for another location. at port storage. much much smaller compared to last month's... 1/3. tmpt pun lebih selesa.. this time aku takeover psl hardware.. since da x de org lain.. well aku x kesah.. lgpun byk benda aku blh belajar.. x pe la.. mmg perit tp i know it is for my own good.. well team member pun da kurang this time.. 12 org je.. x mcm dulu 30 orang.. so mostly everynight/lunch we all eat together.. pm aku pun lbh byk spend time ngn kitorang.. dia nmpk lebih cool compared tu during mtbe... kalo dulu tu aku nk mintak balik pun takut.. muka berkerut ajekk..
ms memula aku smpai mmg boring giller...skrg ni ok skt.. tp pas ni kurang la org.. aku nk balik benanye isnin ni.. tp x dpt kot.. maybe selasa.. coz aku kn dtg balik on the 17hb utk testing.. pastu dpt pulak skop keje baru.. onewireless.. well.. byk politik menda ni.. training nye beria ramai pergi.. time nk buat.. hmm masing2 tunjuk sibuk... hmmm
ah biar la.. yg penting aku nak pergi kota bharu tgk mok ngoh 13hb ni...naik flight.. saje da lama x naik.. ehehehe... indulgence .. hahaha..
oh ye.. lupa plak.. arini aku dpt tengok obor obor dgn mata kepala aku.. yg besar mcm bola basketball.. pastu nmpk ikan todak.. best gillerr....
Wednesday, 30 April 2008
aku nk balik sunway .. !
sebulan kt MTBE. since 1hb april sampai la hari ni 30hb april. berkuak dah aku kt sini.. aku dpt rasa mcm mana kerja kt kampung halaman.. memula best la.. tp entah la naper dah lelama ni aku rs busan.. agaknye mungkin sebab aku dah biasa life kt kl.. aku pun dpt rs mcm mane duduk ngn mak aku dlm keadaan aku bekerja.. duduk masa sekolah lain geng..hmm i would rather not la kot.. hehe.. mmg sgt convenient tp aku lebih suka hidup berdikari..aku rs lebih free.. balik je rumah mak pok pek pok pek.. aku x larat nk jawab sbb penat sgt keje.. aku angguk ngn geleng je laa.. hahaha.. jwb jgk la sesikit..
yg penting aku dah dpt green light balik kl ahad ni.. mencari keje yg boleh dilakukan di opis.. yahoo.. aku nk balik !!!!
yg penting aku dah dpt green light balik kl ahad ni.. mencari keje yg boleh dilakukan di opis.. yahoo.. aku nk balik !!!!
Saturday, 29 March 2008
Demam..
Jumaat 21Mac 2008
mulanye sakit kepala aje.. tp sakit mmg agak luar biasa... tak tahu la kenapa sakit kepala mlm tu.. so mlm tu aku mmg tido awal.. lgpun esok nye dah janji dgn milo nk antor dia.. aku telan panadol n aku tido jek la smpai esok..
Sabtu 22Mac 2008
Aku bangun kul 545 .. sakit kepla masih terasa.. x tau la apsal. berat betul kepala.. lepas antar milo mmg flat aku tido kt rumah.. smpai keesokan harinye. bdn terasa panas. tp selalu nye kalo aku rs aku ni demam maknanye x demam la tu. tu pasal aku mls nk layan. and so aku juz makan panadol aje. x g klinik pun.
Ahad 23Mac 2008
alhamdulillah ahad dah ok sikit. aku lepak ngn ida siap jenjalan kt OU lagi. tgk wayang plak tu.citer 27,000 dresses.. best giler. sempat la menghiburkan hati ida yg busan tu.. haha.. aku pun terhibur jgk. pastu mkn kt shogun. aku xde la rasa sehat sgt. tp sehari bersama teman mmg melegakan sikit. mlm tu aku juz mkn panadol sbb rs mcm panas badan. lalu tidorla dgn lena nye..
Isnin 24Mac 2008
hari ni aku keje mcm bese. aku dtg awal as usual. pastu mesti tido dulu pepagi kt surau. then time lunch aku tido lagi. aku rasa x sedap badan. rasa panad jek badan. besenya aku x tido tengahari. arini aku mmg pelik sebab aku tido waktu lunch. lena plak tu. rasa lemah. so aku decide pegi klinik. debuk ! doktor memberitakan sesuatu yang sangat tidak sedap didengar. i was suspected denggi. mau tak terkejut beruk aku. sakit kepala yg disangka akan hilang saja tetiba suspek plak mcm ni. adoi.. smpai opis je aku gtau PM aku.. spt reaksi biasa beliau. "Alamak.." mmg da xtahu nk ckp ape. so dia suruh aku balik. nasib baik esok x jadi g site..
Selasa 25Mac 2008
Still feeling feverish. shaking. no appetite. tired. all the down feelings. had the first blood test today. it was 158. quite normal as told by a friend.
Rabu 26Mac 2008
arini aku da x demam sangat. cuma letih aje. agaknye penat badan aku ni dok lawan penyakit.. sian badann... arini aku sedih sebab blood test arini drop to 119. aku dpt mc lagi.. dah hari ke 3 aku mc. aku malas nk layan so aku just makan obat n tido aje.. makan pun x lalu juz mkn roti aje..lg pun arini cirit birit.. khatib kol aku juz jawab hmmm.. sebab aku tgh tido.. dia tny aku kt umah ke.. aku ckp aah. demam. so x pe nnt dia kol bila dah sehat.. haha cam lawak jek..
Khamis 27Mac 2008
today run into blood test again. this time it was 115. Kak Jimot kata da statik tu kira ok. lgpun da x demam.tp tah nape doktor kt klinik suh dtg jgk. dia suh aku buat blood test kt hospital. becoz katanye my platlet clumping. so x dpt exact reading. hmm... so petang tu pulak aku kn g opis. ada org dr singapore dtg jumpa aku. so aku pergi la kejap.. dlm kul 6 aku g PPUM. nk buat blood test. nasib ade si salmi teman. kalo tidak nangeh aku.. dah la sedeh.. huhu.. pukul 1 br dpt result hampeh.com betul.. sama jgk. clumping. dia amik lg darah aku. tp ak da maleh dah nk tengok.
Jumaat 28Mac 2008
Hari ni 1st day aku kembali bekerja. ramai jugak yg bertanya. glame aku satu opis suma tau aku suspek denggi. bagus jugak semoga seramai itu juga la yg telah mendoakan aku. terima kasih. arini pulak ada miting. aku kena balik kuantan. setup system ready for shutdown. utk loopcheck sumer. well let's go HOME.. :)
mcm tu la kesah sakit aku minggu lalu.. sedeh.. takut. aku sampai nangis pun ade. yelah sebab da x sehat. pastu doktor klinik yg bodoj tu pulak nakut nakut kan aku. dah la x pandai.. tny kak jimot pun lg tahu. doktor tua semuanye... bongok tul. tobat x g dah klinik tu..
mulanye sakit kepala aje.. tp sakit mmg agak luar biasa... tak tahu la kenapa sakit kepala mlm tu.. so mlm tu aku mmg tido awal.. lgpun esok nye dah janji dgn milo nk antor dia.. aku telan panadol n aku tido jek la smpai esok..
Sabtu 22Mac 2008
Aku bangun kul 545 .. sakit kepla masih terasa.. x tau la apsal. berat betul kepala.. lepas antar milo mmg flat aku tido kt rumah.. smpai keesokan harinye. bdn terasa panas. tp selalu nye kalo aku rs aku ni demam maknanye x demam la tu. tu pasal aku mls nk layan. and so aku juz makan panadol aje. x g klinik pun.
Ahad 23Mac 2008
alhamdulillah ahad dah ok sikit. aku lepak ngn ida siap jenjalan kt OU lagi. tgk wayang plak tu.citer 27,000 dresses.. best giler. sempat la menghiburkan hati ida yg busan tu.. haha.. aku pun terhibur jgk. pastu mkn kt shogun. aku xde la rasa sehat sgt. tp sehari bersama teman mmg melegakan sikit. mlm tu aku juz mkn panadol sbb rs mcm panas badan. lalu tidorla dgn lena nye..
Isnin 24Mac 2008
hari ni aku keje mcm bese. aku dtg awal as usual. pastu mesti tido dulu pepagi kt surau. then time lunch aku tido lagi. aku rasa x sedap badan. rasa panad jek badan. besenya aku x tido tengahari. arini aku mmg pelik sebab aku tido waktu lunch. lena plak tu. rasa lemah. so aku decide pegi klinik. debuk ! doktor memberitakan sesuatu yang sangat tidak sedap didengar. i was suspected denggi. mau tak terkejut beruk aku. sakit kepala yg disangka akan hilang saja tetiba suspek plak mcm ni. adoi.. smpai opis je aku gtau PM aku.. spt reaksi biasa beliau. "Alamak.." mmg da xtahu nk ckp ape. so dia suruh aku balik. nasib baik esok x jadi g site..
Selasa 25Mac 2008
Still feeling feverish. shaking. no appetite. tired. all the down feelings. had the first blood test today. it was 158. quite normal as told by a friend.
Rabu 26Mac 2008
arini aku da x demam sangat. cuma letih aje. agaknye penat badan aku ni dok lawan penyakit.. sian badann... arini aku sedih sebab blood test arini drop to 119. aku dpt mc lagi.. dah hari ke 3 aku mc. aku malas nk layan so aku just makan obat n tido aje.. makan pun x lalu juz mkn roti aje..lg pun arini cirit birit.. khatib kol aku juz jawab hmmm.. sebab aku tgh tido.. dia tny aku kt umah ke.. aku ckp aah. demam. so x pe nnt dia kol bila dah sehat.. haha cam lawak jek..
Khamis 27Mac 2008
today run into blood test again. this time it was 115. Kak Jimot kata da statik tu kira ok. lgpun da x demam.tp tah nape doktor kt klinik suh dtg jgk. dia suh aku buat blood test kt hospital. becoz katanye my platlet clumping. so x dpt exact reading. hmm... so petang tu pulak aku kn g opis. ada org dr singapore dtg jumpa aku. so aku pergi la kejap.. dlm kul 6 aku g PPUM. nk buat blood test. nasib ade si salmi teman. kalo tidak nangeh aku.. dah la sedeh.. huhu.. pukul 1 br dpt result hampeh.com betul.. sama jgk. clumping. dia amik lg darah aku. tp ak da maleh dah nk tengok.
Jumaat 28Mac 2008
Hari ni 1st day aku kembali bekerja. ramai jugak yg bertanya. glame aku satu opis suma tau aku suspek denggi. bagus jugak semoga seramai itu juga la yg telah mendoakan aku. terima kasih. arini pulak ada miting. aku kena balik kuantan. setup system ready for shutdown. utk loopcheck sumer. well let's go HOME.. :)
mcm tu la kesah sakit aku minggu lalu.. sedeh.. takut. aku sampai nangis pun ade. yelah sebab da x sehat. pastu doktor klinik yg bodoj tu pulak nakut nakut kan aku. dah la x pandai.. tny kak jimot pun lg tahu. doktor tua semuanye... bongok tul. tobat x g dah klinik tu..
Friday, 21 March 2008
Life at 27+++
Hello mcblog.. well.. life goes on.. just that a "new" family member just stepped in. my neo.. alhamdulillah akhirnya dpt jugak aku beli kereta.. even with many circumstances. syukur ke hadrat ALLah s.w.t.. walaupun kerana kereta itu juga ada tragedi yg berlaku. hmm.. x tau la nk kt ape da.. mungkin dulu aku x caya sgt kt mamat tu.. kurang la.. maybe % aku trust dia dulu hanye 60%.. tp skrg ni 0%.. sorry to say... he cud be my own blood.. but he is the blood from hurt feelings.. not to mention my mom.. i dunno la all this fella.. couldn't exactly express it all here.. but i know. because i'm the one feeling it..
i thank ALLah i still got my father & my sister.. i think education is very important. how our mind is educated dictates our thinking.. which led to our actions. i'm not calling them stupid. but i finally got to make a conclusion that this is one of the factors. both "mamat" n her is not highly educated. not to mention that DATIN also.. she's even worse. she flopped her SRP. but since she got rich, she thinks she owns the world, and the people who lives in it.. hmm let it be...
seriously these people (excluding my mother) have tortured me.. emotionally was the major part. "mamat" left house to live on his own since i was 15. we rarely see each other. we don't even communicate. at times, i had my circumstances.. BIG ones.. he's not even there to say hello. not even from afar. not to mention when i was taking my big exam, SPM. it was only my sis. who asked how am i doing. not to say i mind. but it hurts a lot when i am this stage, he claims me to be not helping him. why suddenly he is in my life. he's been disappeared all time long.. it's a BIG F***ing lie if i say i love him... it's a BIG F***ing lie too if i say i hate him. just no feelings wud be the best to describe it.. i just don't care about him any more..
and Her.. hmm she has always on "mamat's" side since we're little... i was always the one to be blamed on.. S***.. i hate this situation.. however i need to confess.. this is what has made me stronger inside.. all those tests that HE gaved me.. i thank HIM.. i knew ALLAH know BEST..
i worked like hell here.. wat i get i need to give that "mamat".. it was with hard work i got to earn my honda wave..i am so so so so sad.. however.. i just need to move on.. from wat i know.. i always has been put to face.get things in hard way.. and for wat i know.. it is more precious. and we will appreciate it more.. for every difficulties, there's always ease after it.... things has never been easy for me.. please ALLAh help me GOD.... Syukur alhamdulillah..
i thank ALLah i still got my father & my sister.. i think education is very important. how our mind is educated dictates our thinking.. which led to our actions. i'm not calling them stupid. but i finally got to make a conclusion that this is one of the factors. both "mamat" n her is not highly educated. not to mention that DATIN also.. she's even worse. she flopped her SRP. but since she got rich, she thinks she owns the world, and the people who lives in it.. hmm let it be...
seriously these people (excluding my mother) have tortured me.. emotionally was the major part. "mamat" left house to live on his own since i was 15. we rarely see each other. we don't even communicate. at times, i had my circumstances.. BIG ones.. he's not even there to say hello. not even from afar. not to mention when i was taking my big exam, SPM. it was only my sis. who asked how am i doing. not to say i mind. but it hurts a lot when i am this stage, he claims me to be not helping him. why suddenly he is in my life. he's been disappeared all time long.. it's a BIG F***ing lie if i say i love him... it's a BIG F***ing lie too if i say i hate him. just no feelings wud be the best to describe it.. i just don't care about him any more..
and Her.. hmm she has always on "mamat's" side since we're little... i was always the one to be blamed on.. S***.. i hate this situation.. however i need to confess.. this is what has made me stronger inside.. all those tests that HE gaved me.. i thank HIM.. i knew ALLAH know BEST..
i worked like hell here.. wat i get i need to give that "mamat".. it was with hard work i got to earn my honda wave..i am so so so so sad.. however.. i just need to move on.. from wat i know.. i always has been put to face.get things in hard way.. and for wat i know.. it is more precious. and we will appreciate it more.. for every difficulties, there's always ease after it.... things has never been easy for me.. please ALLAh help me GOD.... Syukur alhamdulillah..
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