malam

1. Introduce yourself:
*>> the pioneer at **

2. It's Thursday at noon, where are
you usually?
*>> work work work

3. What kind of laundry detergent do
you use?
*>> daia.. lupakan yang lainn..

4. What brand of perfume is in your
closet right now?
*>> lancome..

5. Did you ever get into a bar and
drink before you were 21?
*>> nope

7. Do you watch MTV?
*>> of course

8. What do you think about Oprah?
*>> wise..

9. What color are your bedsheets?
*>> yellow

10. You need a new pair of jeans..what
store do you go first?
*>> levi's

11. Did you ever watch The O.C.?
*>> yes

12. Longest TV marathon?
*>> 24 hours?? i'm really a tv freak.

13. wala lang?
*>> sorry ??!!

14. Do you like sushi?
*>> yes!

16. Did your parents spoil you growing up?
*>> nope

17. Do you like roller coasters?
*>> yes bring em on!

18. What magazine(s) do you buy
regularly or subscribed to?
*>> gila - gila ??!! haha

19. Do you remember the WB show
"Popular"?
*>> nope

21. where's your favourite chill out
then?
*>> waterfall

22. Who do you think will be the next
American Idol?
*>> jordin

23. Have you ever voted?
*>> yupp

25. Is your bathroom filled with beauty
stuff?
*>> no

26. What kind of cologne/perfume do you
like?
*>> elegant

27. Do you like Carrie Underwood?
*>> neutral

28. Been to "Las Vegas"?
*>> csi ??

30. Are you happy with your job?
*>> starting to like it ;)

32. What did you get in the mail today?
*>> nasik lemak ;p

33. How do you like your steak cooked?
*>> half done

34. Britney Spears...
*>> is bad example

36. Where is your favorite place(that
you have actually been to)?
*>> beijing

37. What is your favorite candle scent?
*>> lavender

38. Do you believe places can really be
haunted?
*>> yes

39. Do you drink?
*>> no

40. Have you ever been to NYC or LA?
*>> nope

41.Are you currently planning a trip?
*>> aah.. ntah bile tah nk pi

48. Is it raining?
*>> no

49. Do you take anti-depressants?
*>> no

50. Have you ever googled your name and
found out somebody famous or semi
famous has your same name?
*>> i googled my name and found myown self.. huhu
.. i'm such a celebrity huh...

Reactions..

My reactions whennn......
Type ur reactions when somebody say
these phrase to u..

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
> LIke what ??!!

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU
> ala tul ke .. x caya ar..

LEAVE HIM//HER ALREADY. YOULL BE
MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME
> with u ?? cett..

COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN
YOU DO THAT
> tell me somethng i dont know

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK
> buat la sendiri..

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE
LIKE YOU
> ok

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE
TUESDAY?
> why ur mother came to the world first before you ?!

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN
PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH
ME?
> na.. i'm not linkin fan..

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL
PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW
THAT?
> tell me something i don't know..

I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU
> when you're done, get up on ur own ok..

I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU
> ohh.. i can.. :D

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU
JUST ARENT HIM//HER
>who said you were...?

NOTHING
> ..

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
> can't tell.. coz it's mobile.. it keeps changing everyday..

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE
> sure.. now i can dance with my hottie..

MAY I ESCORT YOU
> what for ?

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM//HER TIL NOW
> nope

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING
THAT I WANTED
> so what r u trying to tell me ??!!

WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES?
> afterlife maybe ???!!!

mechanical

mechanical.. that's the word.. a definitive word referring a frenship i'm having with a fren.. everything's just mechanical... there's no touch.. don't mean to compare but me n my other frenz juz have this "thing".. a bond.. but with this X.. i just cannot.. been trying for almost 3 years.. hate it when i talk bout it behind X's back.. but X cudn't juz get it.. for people like me, the dislikes are clear enuf for anyone to see... my silence tells it all... but at the end of the day... life goes on..i just take X as part of my life... hmm..

pirates

Harini tengok citer pirates of the caribbean... hmm juz one word from me.. lamanyeee... huhu nk dkt 3 jam citer tu.. picture.. no doubt mmg thumbs up.. aku suka pic dia.. cantik n real.. jln cerita.. mcm makin ngarut jugak.. but i think still on the foot la.. best jugak tapi apsal la lama sangat kena tunggu bile nk abis... dlm citer ni yg aku touched is masa swann nampak ayah dia.. but his father was actually dead... hmm u know me.. "dad" topic is sensitive... oh yeah one more thing the dialogue is GREAT !! words being used are full of wisdom.. love it.. kira aku puas ati jugak la tengok citer ni..

kt sebelah ni pic jones.. aku rs mcm trademark utk filem kali ni.. after a long day at work layan citer ni memang a relief.. arini last day lead aku.. dia opted to quit from honeywell.. hmm aku bese je.. ikhlas aku ckp kt sini.. aku lega dia da x de... huhu itulah seikhlas yg aku mampu.. n aku wat dunno je.. he's already entered my list of ignored people.. huhu.. hmm do i have such list.. ??!! yes i think i do..

not proud to say i have such list.. but sometimes dalam idop kite x buleh nk puaskan ati semua orang.. n x semua orang boleh puaskan ati kita.. most of my life.. yess i feel betrayed.. too many people meddled in my life.. n most of them ruined it.. kadang2 rasa x adil .. bila orang jatuh kan hidup kita.. tapi dia x dapat apa2 balasan.. hurmm.. ikutkan hati mmg rs nk belasah je orang2 tu.. haha.. tapi siapala kita untuk mengadili manusia lain.. aku ngaku.. aku ni jenis dendam jugak.. kadang2 susah aku nk lupa apa orang tu buat kat aku.. so the best i can do is ignore..

nak je aku maki hamun orang tu tapi api dibalas api.. takde faedah nya.. terima kasih ALlah kerana mentarbiyah aku untuk menjadi lebih sabar.. diam itu lebih baik..

mata ngantuk rs nk tido tapi nk enjoy masa lepak kt umah... best betul duduk rumah.. betul la.. ingat la 5 perkara sebelum datang perkara.. masa lapang sebelum sibuk... bubye mcblog kesayangan ku... wassalam

Wisdom Words

How good Friend are you test

My result for How Good a Friend are you? is The Best Friend You certainly have a long list of friends. Many a times you do not know how to juggle time to keep them all happy. Your childhood friendships will certainly grow and get enriched even when you become an adult. How Good a Friend are you?

sayu

sayup.. itu la yang aku rasa ahad semalam.. ntah la kenapa.. maybe becoz sabtu tu aku lepak ngn kekawan.. borak2... rasa berteman.. then tetiba ahad aku sensorang kt umah.. besala.. yg dtg akan pergi.. yg bertemu pasti berpisah.. yang ada akan pasti tiada.. kadang2 rs mcm nk balik kampung je.. dok umah x yah byr sewa.. byk aku leh berjimat.. hmm tapi ntah la.. bingit kepala ni bila fikir nk balik umah... skt kepala memikirkan apa yg ada di sana.. so baik la aku berjauhan sekiranya jauh itu lebih tenang..

hari ni hari paling susah aku nak bangun pergi kerja.. memang susah yg amat.. lepas semayang subuh kul 6 tido balik... aku terjaga 545 tu .. tgu azan then semayang.. pastu cam susah je nk tido.. jam bunyi balik start kul 715 smpai la setiap selang 15 minit smpai kul 830 baru la aku bangun mandi... huhuhu... x best betul rasa arini... makan pun x lalu..

maybe agaknye efek skt gg.. skt kepala.. aritu patutnye aku g cabut gg.. then tup tup doc kata x leh cabut lagi.. coz still bengkak n nanah.. hmm.. buat penat je gabrah sepanjang minggu.. aku memang nekad nk cabut.. x nak la aku nanti asek datang jek sakit nye..

biar hilang terus la sakit tu.. rimas aku asek nk sakit aje... jumpa doktor tu.. dia hanya wat scaling aje... mula2 dia check gg aku.. tny mane yg sakit.. then aku surprised dgn question dia seterusnya.. mula2 dia tny aku, what is the big difference of you between last year n this year..

hmm aku ckp la last year aku keje kt tm.. this year aku keje kt honeyhellll ni... then dia tny umur aku.. aku ckp la getting 27 this year... alamak tua plak aku rasa.. pastu dia tny lagi kt aku.. last year tinggal ngn sape.. n this year tinggal ngn sape? aku jwb la .. last year aku tgl ngn member aku cindy.. this year tgl ngn cuzin aku... hmm mls nk komen.. dia tu manja sgt.. kdg2 nyampah gak.. ah biar la... ms tgl ngn cindy dulu mmg best.. aku suka.. cindy mmg sorang housemate yg best.. maybe x perfect .. ada gak yg aku cam x best ngn dia.. tp yg best lg bnyk dan byk efek idop aku.. yg x best tu bese la.. leh tutup mata je.. hmm apa kaba la cindy skrg..

then doc tu ckp.. most probably skt gg aku tu dtg coz aku stress... long hours at work.. tensed..

hmm.. aku mmg terkejut betul dgn diagnosis doktor itu... x sangka plak dia leh agak.. bila aku pk pk balik.. ade betul nye jgak.. selama ni alhamdulillah aku sehat aje orangnye.. kalo demam tu setahun sekali pun susah jgk la.. tp de la.. thn ni saje aku rs da 2 kali kot aku demam.. ditambah pula dgn penyakit pelik2 ygdtg... gatal2 badan la.. ape la... br nk masuk bulan ke 6 tahun 2007 ni.. aku da skt mcm2...

then doktor wat scaling.. hmm nk dkt 50 minit jugak la korek gg aku ni... dia kt da keras.. so dia kn guna byk force.. mmg sakit. tp ms wat scaling tu fikiran aku ke lain... aku tgh pk balik apa la yg nyebabkan aku stress.. waduh waduh.. my work outburn me !!

betul pun.. aku byk force diri aku... disebabkan tuntutan kerja yg extreme.. overused my capability... kesian badan aku.... sorry ms.badan... insyaallah pas ni aku x kn wat lagi..

aku istighfar je la banyak2... tul jgk ckp si milo tu.. my body is giving signs of fatigue.. but i tend to ignore it.. pastu lg satu perasaan yg x best.. besenya balik umah sedap sikit ati. tp aku lek umah.. sama jek.. tensen pun ade.. haha.. it seems that i dunno wer to go... family bonding aku x strong.. so besenya aku akan menompang kasih la kt mane.. bsenya kekawan aku la.. my frenz are my family.. frnz sgt bermakna dlm idup aku..

ape2 pun aku bersyukur dgn setiap yg Tuhan bagi.. things in the past make us who we are today.. ramai lagi yg lebih bernasib malang.. jadi bersyukur la apa yg kt ade..
terima kasih Ya ALLah.. terlalu banyak pengajaran hidup yg aku dapat...

esok bermula dengan hari ini, jadikan la hari ini sentiasa lebih baik dari semalam... ameen

today is the day

huhu dah 4 hari aku tgu.. hari ini tibalah hari keramat itu.. ptg ni nk g cabut gg kt klinik bangsar.. some frenz wonder how cud i get such appointment so soon. normally kalo kes teruk je la dpt cepat. kira teruk jgk gg aku ni .. aku je yg x sedar.. tipula kalo aku ckp x takut.. but what needs to be done, needs to be done.. tawakkal aje la.. ALLAh know BEST..

mmg dr kecik dlm byk2 doktor paling aku takut jumpa dentist la.. huh.. belasah aje la.. how i wish somebody cud teman me. maklumla penakutt.. harap2 x yah la mc lelama.. my sis said her fren got mc from the doctor for 5 days.. hmm keje aku banyak lg x siap.. tapi kalo g opis pun sama.. x reti jugak nk buat.. maklumla aku kan da keje "10 tahun" kt honeywell.. i put my very best effort.. tapi kalo yang 3 thn keje pun x tau nk buat.. ini kan aku.. hmm tah pepe management ni.. bangang tul.. sikit2 nk up itu .. nak up ini.. aku up tangan aku karang baru tahu.. yg ade experience pergi baginye keje yang x fit langsung experience n expertise dia... tah pepe. kesian kt member aku sorang ni.. dia da keje 2 tahun kt situ.. tp at last bila join projek besar she's only given a minor task.. not to say not important but doesn;t fit her experience and expertise .. tapi papepun aku still respek dia coz dia mmg byk tlg aku..

this work culture.. unhealthy work culture of mg3 is disasterous.. inefficient.. bad.. weak.. and most of all demotivating. but somehow.. everybody seems to be more n more enthusiastic every time after being 'bang'..we all work together well but not with the managements... it's the strength bond between us that keep us alive..

hai mcblog

helo mcblog.. hehe cam dlm grey's anatomy plaks.. da lama da x bloggin' ... may 2007.. started off with kinda bad .. hari buruh pun i keje jgk..hari wesak pun keje jgk.. basically keje keje keje..

despite my hardwork, my lead sesuka ati hentam aku dlm miting.. it was so unfair.. management dia mcm "toot" .. tau tau aku kena hentam dlm miting.. i'm speechless due to my rage is just over the top...

last week aku siap tido kt opis... trying my best to accomplish task..
minggu ni sakit gigi.... adoi.. sabar je la... friday nk cabut gigi.. minor operation.. wish me luck..