today is the day

huhu dah 4 hari aku tgu.. hari ini tibalah hari keramat itu.. ptg ni nk g cabut gg kt klinik bangsar.. some frenz wonder how cud i get such appointment so soon. normally kalo kes teruk je la dpt cepat. kira teruk jgk gg aku ni .. aku je yg x sedar.. tipula kalo aku ckp x takut.. but what needs to be done, needs to be done.. tawakkal aje la.. ALLAh know BEST..

mmg dr kecik dlm byk2 doktor paling aku takut jumpa dentist la.. huh.. belasah aje la.. how i wish somebody cud teman me. maklumla penakutt.. harap2 x yah la mc lelama.. my sis said her fren got mc from the doctor for 5 days.. hmm keje aku banyak lg x siap.. tapi kalo g opis pun sama.. x reti jugak nk buat.. maklumla aku kan da keje "10 tahun" kt honeywell.. i put my very best effort.. tapi kalo yang 3 thn keje pun x tau nk buat.. ini kan aku.. hmm tah pepe management ni.. bangang tul.. sikit2 nk up itu .. nak up ini.. aku up tangan aku karang baru tahu.. yg ade experience pergi baginye keje yang x fit langsung experience n expertise dia... tah pepe. kesian kt member aku sorang ni.. dia da keje 2 tahun kt situ.. tp at last bila join projek besar she's only given a minor task.. not to say not important but doesn;t fit her experience and expertise .. tapi papepun aku still respek dia coz dia mmg byk tlg aku..

this work culture.. unhealthy work culture of mg3 is disasterous.. inefficient.. bad.. weak.. and most of all demotivating. but somehow.. everybody seems to be more n more enthusiastic every time after being 'bang'..we all work together well but not with the managements... it's the strength bond between us that keep us alive..