Friday 27 July 2007

50 things about me that's gonna turn u on!

50 things about me that's gonna turn you off
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1. How tall are you barefoot?
+ 158cm

2. Have you ever smoked?
+ no

3. Do you own a gun?
+ no.. not interested..

4. Do you hate someone right now?
+ not really

5. Do you get nervous?
+ at times

6. What do you think of hotdogs?
+ fattening.. but yummy

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
+ i wud go for hari raya song ?!

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
+ teh o limau suam satu !

9. Can you do push ups?
+ haha never can..

11.What's your favorite piece of jewelry?
+ necklace

12. Do you like painkillers?
+ i've nothing against em

13. What is your secret weapon to lure the opposite sex?
+ my courtesy.. i guess..

14. Do you own a knife?
+ yes.. need those to cook right.. ??!! haha

15. Do you have H.I.V?
+ no

16. Name?
+ alia

17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment?
+ sleep since it's 5 in the morning.. woke up from bed feeling hungry
+read harry potter book
+nasi lemak !

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought lately:
+ a sling, medicine and medicine.. it's hard to be sick..

19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
+ tea, nestum, limau suam

20. What time did you wake up today? =
+ 3am.. trying to get back to sleep


22. Current worry?
+ i need a car..

23 Current hate?
+ myself depending on others

24. Favorite place to be?
+where i am now

25. Least favorite place to be?
+ hospitals/clinics or anything like it..

26. Where would you like to go?
+ go to bed.. :)

27. Do you own slippers?
+ yes

28. What shirt are you wearing?
+ black t-shirt

30. Favorite color?
+ red+black+blue

31.Would you like to be a pirate?
+ no, they r dirty and ugly

32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
+ i don't drink

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
+ padi - menanti sebuah jawaban

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
+ daytime.. where it's time to get up.. haha

35.What's in your pocket/s right now?
+ nothing

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
+ some stupid tv programme on tv3 called susuk


37. last thing that made you cry?
+ my accident

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
+ 2002, sprained my knee, shoulder and elbow in an accident..

39. Who is your loudest friend?
+ myself.. hehe

42.Who is your most silent friend?
+ none.. if silent how to befriend.. hehe

43.last movie watched?
+ harry potter

44. What is your favorite book?
+ dan brown/harry potter

45.What is your favorite chocolate
+ plain chocolate

47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
+ hmmm..

48. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
+ tido la apo laiee..

49. What was the First thing you did today?
+ ironing

50. What was the last thing you did the day before yesterday?
+healing myself

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Wednesday 25 July 2007

Emosiku yang berkecamuk..

YA ALLAH sabar aje la.. entah la kenape aku rasa teruji betul dengan eksiden ni.. memang kena sabar aje la.. ckp memang senang.. berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu memikul.. nak nak bahu yg memikul tengah sakit.. it was almost 5 years ago since my last accident.. that was in 2002.. which was quite bad.. but that internally bad.. bahu teralih.. sebulan aku pakai anduh.. x leh jalan ngn betul..

tapi masa tu aku masih lagi buleh sabar.. nk kata x pernah eksiden, tak jugak.. ntah la nape kali ni aku rs tensen semacam..asek membebel aje bak kata si mila.. ntah la.. sabar aje la.. x baik betul aku ni.. x bersyukur masih lagi diberi peluang hidup.. india yg langgar aku tu.. kalau betul la dia mati.. hmm x tau la.. amik iktibar aje la.. bukan org islam pun... so biar la..

tadi aku g urut, makcik tu cakap ko ni malam-malam mesti sakit.. dia kat bisa badan jatuh atas jalan.. aku ckp aah la sampai nangis saya makcik.. memang sakit and letih pas urut badan ni.. nak nak kalo eksiden..

pastu maybe agaknye aku tensen sebab sambut birthday dalam keadaan sakit.. tp happy jugak sebab opismate wat surprise birthday cake.. x sangka la plak aku.. coz ms tu aku da nak balik.. patut la beria x kasik balik... haha thank you everybody !!

from today i'm just going to face all this pain.. n hope i will recover as soon as possible.. insyaALLAH.. ameen.. please pray for me..

Tuesday 24 July 2007

Happy Birthday to Myself ..

Happy Birthday to Myself.. !! Syukur alhamdulillah.. masih dapat mengucapkan ucapan tersebut pada hari ini.. thinking of what happened last friday, this is the most unforgettable birthday for me..Syukur ke hadrat ALLah swt kerana masih diberi ruang untuk meneruskan kehidupan.. syukur sangat-sangat..

tho this year's birthday I'm in sore.. bruises here and there.. Thank GOD I'm still alive.. I'm starting to precious life even more right now.. I think I will be cautious double of how I was last time.. or maybe triple.. it's just a plain trauma.. to be on the road again.. see now, my stomach is giving butterflies..

Thank you to Kamilla, for the birthday dinner last night.. memang tersangat kenyang.. da penuh tu pasal x leh nk masuk dah.. and most of all, thank you for the nursing last 3 nights.. jasamu ku kenang.. hehe..

thank you for all the wishes, from ayah/kakak/de/mila/hajja/julie/kak jannah/mizo/kak ham/sham/che ma/farhana .. semuanya mengikut turutan.. actually from saturday i dah start dapat wish.. entah la kenapa semuanya tak sabar nk wish aku happy birthday.. but otherwise.. yes i myself feel so thankful that i cud make to this day.. oh my i'm feeling so nervous right now dunno why.. lastly, dunn how to put it in words, but this year's birthday is the most "dunno how to describe" birthday as i manage to get to this very day.. ALhamdulillah..

Saturday 21 July 2007

I got knocked down

I got knocked down, but I get up again...
jatuh motor.. one thing that I least expected to happen last friday.. it was kinda like any ordinary day.. just that on that day i was quite fatigue.. penat ngn keje.. plus last week every night tido lmbt.. blk x de lambat sgt.. considered early la like 10 latest pun 11 last week..

friday night tu went to dinner with ida kt hartamas.. besala kalo kuar ngn member geng pelahap jugak.. layan ar mcm2 dish..dim sum la.. then ida introduced me some mexican food.. aku nk sebut pun x reti.. quadatilla.. tah ape tah namanye.. tp mmg best giller.. mmg puas ati considering price dia x smpai rm10 pun.. pastu melahap dim sum 2 round..

da kenyang aku mcm mls nk balik.. juz nk seat enjoying the air there.. then tgh syok syok.. ujan la plak.. so at last we decided to leave..

smpai opis around 930 cam tu.. ari mmg ujan.. ida ada tny aku cane ko nk balik.. aku ckp lepak je la ot kt opis tgu ujan benti.. but i did otherwise.. ms ida nk balik tu dia siap pesan.. bawak mtr baik2 ujan ujan ni.. hmm x pernah pernah dia pesan mcm tu..

masa pagi g kerja, aku x tau la nape.. aku tenung no plat aku.. dlm hati aku ckp jgn la jatuh no plet ni.. tup tup blk dr opis tu ada pulak india mabuk langgar aku.. time tu da ada kt lorong kete coz nk masuk simpang sunway.. ms tu aku try motong dia coz dia bwk sangat slow.. time motong tu ntah la nape dia menyendeng kt aku.. adoi aku tgh accelerate coz nk potong. that old stupid bloody hell india man hit me !!! time tu on my right ada bmw putih.. arghh aku mmg berserah aje la..aku jatuh ke depan.. mtr aku terpusing ke belakang.. nsb baik aku lepas kan diri aku dr motor aku.. aku lepas kan tangan aku dr handle.. kalo x lg teruk aku jatuh.. aku terseret skt ke depan sbb jln licin.. mtr aku pun terpusing kira tertinggal kt blkg but at last tu dia terseret ke arah aku.. ms kt ats jalan tu aku berserah aje la kalo ade kereta nk dtg langgar sbb aku da x leh nk wat ape..masa time jatuh tu aku tersepit motor si tua bodoh tu kt kiri aku.. bmw putih tu kt kanan aku...o my GOD... memang rasa dah nk mati ajek la time tu...

tapi alhamdulillah... kereta yg aku sangka akn dtg rempuh aku x datang.. adoi lega sangat time tu... n aku pun terus bangun.. lengan aku kiri dan kanan memang sakit sangatt.. sangattt sangatttt sakitttt.... arghh !!! so aku cuba la gerakkan tgn aku n nsb baik blh gerak. maknenye x patah la... alhamdulillah.. aku masa tu mmg dlm keadaan marah sbb org tua tu langgar aku..tapi since rs sakit tu lagi kuat.. aku bangun je aku mcm masih lagi berfikir betul ke apa yg da jadi ni.. aku bukak helmet aku cmpak kt tepi tu.. sakit giller Tuhan saje yg tahu.. kemudian dtg la bro ni tny aku ok ke.. aku sedang menahan sakit so aku x jwb la soklan dia sambil memegang kedua dua siku ku yg sakit giler nye sakit.. then aku aku nak kol tp henset aku x blh nk on plak da time tu.. tah la nape.. then aku pinjam henpon bro tu kol bapak aku tp x dapat.. pastu aku pon kol ida.. ida tny kt mane aku mcm2 terpinga melihat sekeliling di manakah sebenarnye lokasi itu.. then masa tu aku realize jln suma tgh jem.. so bila ida tny nk amik ke x aku ckp x pyh nnt aku kol balik.. pastu bro tu tny aku duk dekat ke aku ckp aah dkt aje.. so dia offer nak antar aku balik n kwn dia antar mtr aku.. aku pun ckp boleh la sbb rs lega dgr perkataan balik n ada org nk antar pulak tu.. india tua mmg bro 2 rang tu x amik tahu sgt.. sbb dia kt india tu tgh mabuk..

so balik la aku dgn bro tu naik mtr dia.. aku ckp thanx kt mamat tu n x tau la cane nk bls budi .. ceh wah.. dia kt x pe besela tu.. org susah kn la tlg.. baik nyee laa.. sejuk jadi hati aku sekejap..
so aku pun naik masuk umah.. n mmg tersangat la blurr.. aku cmpak suma beg aku.. helmet.. n aku duduk dlm bilik terus charge tepon.. pastu aku tepon ida ckp aku da kt umah.. pastu aku tepon KJ mengharapkan idea.. then aku pun tepon la mila.. dia menjawab dgn gembira aje mood nye.. aku ckp kt dia nk mtk tlg.. tp jgn tny banyak.. aku juz suh dia dtg bawak ubat.. haha..

then mila pun dtg dan menjadi nurse aku selama 2 malam.. hehe TERIMA KASIH banyak banyak.. jasa mu ku kenang..saat saat mcm ni aku mmg x leh dok sensorang..masa 1st night lepas kena tu aku terjaga pukul 3 tu pastu aku nangeh sensorang.. sebab terlalu sakit.. maybe sbb sejuk kot.. sakit sgt.. kul 5 tu jaga lagi n nangiss.. adoi sedeh pun ade..
humm ape pun pasti ada hikmah di sebaliknye.. semoga semua ini menjadi kifarah dosa ku.. ameen.. ape pun aku bersyukur ke hadrat ALLAh swt kerana masih memberi aku nafas di dunia ni... alhamdulillah..

Friday 20 July 2007

Masa ku masa mu jua..

Penatttttt.... this FAT really consumes my time a lot !!! skrg da pukul 12++ aku br je balik opis tadik.. caya x caya aku skrg wat 3 keje serentak.. hmm.. wat jek la.. kadang tu mmg x tau nk buat priority.. sebab semuanya pun penting.. mg3.. hpu2.. cogen.. cogen tu skt ajek.. aku juz tg setup jek.. tu pun aku dok buat 3 hari.. lari ke sana .. lari ke sini.. penat betull.. ramai org tegur .. ckp aku ni da makin kurus.. haha.. baguih ler.. bukan nye aku x makan.. makan mmg banyak.. br mlm tadi g makan kt hartamas.. ngn ida n nazar.. bestt.. makan dim sum.. minggu ni hari2 pun tido lewat.. bangun awal.. nasib baik next week rest FAT.. petronas pun x larat aku tgk..

semalam aku kn sound ngn PM baru aku.. dia buleh kata dia disappointed sbb punch list x clear lagi. aku punyer ada 2 je yg blom clear.. org len lg berlambak.. tapi aku yg dia email ckp dissappointed.. ko bygkan la.. kalo org yg expert kt tmpt aku tu pun x leh nk solve.. x kan dia nk suh aku solve.. so aku kena la menjaja masalah ni kt seluruh benua.. da try wat macam2.. so semalam aku post kt komuniti honeywell.. tgu aje la org dr negara mana nk tlg solve kan..
hmm aku malas nk ckp banyak.. aku juz explain kt syaruzmi why i cudn't solve it.. aku tahu.. sya mmg faham.. om aku tu da la baru.. tau nk judge aje.. ari2 pun tny status.. tny apa masalah.. bukan nk tlg kasi solution.. juz nk kira hari2 bape punch list yg leh clear.. hmm.. nyampah la aku.. dr mula aku mmg ada hunch x best ngn pm baru aku ni.. hmm tp at least dia better la dr pm sblum tu..

ptg td lepak kt sp corner kejap makan.. derang dok sembang pasakl permanent la ape la.. gaji la.. aku x de hati langsung nk ckp psl tu..kecik ati jgk kot.. bila org x trust kiter.. hmm ah bior la... dpt offer aku bla cam tu je.. well... honeywell..

ape pun.. bg aku.. besala setiap manusia ada turun naik nye..aku kdg heran.. nape aku asek kena mcm ni.. wat else do i need to do to prove myself.. x kan aku nk announce 1 dunia tunjuk yg aku ni wat kerja.. biar la.. mereka dgn sceptical mereka... yg penting kite kena ikhlas dgn kerja kita.. honest...

Sunday 15 July 2007

8 Days to go..

Hai mcblog... lama x tulis kt sini.. FAT nye pasal..kept me in the office most of the day... 1 more month to go.. after that.. i dunno.. ini blum lagi real oil n gas nye work environment... after this.. if i'm chosen to work at site.. humm i dunno wat to expect.. but need to prepare myself.. i x kesah g site ke x.. terima aje ... malas nk pikir actually.. coz g site pun.. bukan ada kete.. satu hal lak lagi.. ckp psl kereta.. humm.. bile la leh beli kereta..asek bwk kereta orang aje.. sabar aje la...

anyway.. juz got back from kuantan today.. saje lama x balik.. sian my mom demam.. balik masak utk dia.. org demam so masak sup la.. hehe..

that day tengok harr potter.. to me.. best aje.. even the 5th book was the least favor.. anyway.. can't wait to collect my 7th book this 21st.. a birthday gift to myself.. haha....

Sunday 8 July 2007

60

1. Name someone who REALLY made you smile today?
* none

2.What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
* juz woke up

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
* watching spongebob

4. What is something that happened to you in 1992?
* family tragedy..

5. What is the last thing you said aloud?
* arghh ngantuknye..

6. How many different things did you drink today?
* i had skyjuice only..

7. What color is your hairbrush?
* black

8.What was the last thing you bought?
* yesterday's lunch.. ayam golek. nyum nyum..

9. Who was the last person you kissed on the lips?
* my nephew.. he's just 1 year old !!

10. What color is your front door?
* dark green

11. Where do you keep your change?
* everywhere

12. What's the weather like today?
* mendung.. luv it !!

13. What is the best ice cream flavor?
* chocolate

14. What is something you are excited about?
* ermm

15. When was the last rainbow you saw?
* can't recall

18. Are you random?
* most of the time yeah...

19. Do you want to cut your hair?
* yes and no..

21. Do you talk a lot?
* reasonably yess

23. Does your screen name have an "x" in it?
* nope

24. Do you know anyone named Steven?
* my neighbour in kuantan

26. Are you ticklish?
* i don't think so

27. Are you typically a jealous person?
* if it involves my husband of course laaa

28. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "D"
* dude.. haha

29. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "N":
* nazar

30. Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
* danny.. my pm..

31. What did the last text message you received say?
* .. kalo x jadi ko marah.. (LOL)

32. Do you chew on your straws?
* yeahh

33. Do you have curly hair?
* thank GOD ..no

34. What is the next concert you're going to?
* Gwen Stefani.. ( in my dreams..tix mahal giler)

35. Whats your favorite color?
* currently varying them

37. What is something you say a lot today?
* ngantuk..

38. What is the last thing you ate today?
* jacob's biscuit

39. Have you seen the movie "Donnie Darko"?
* nope.. wasn't that a song ?? LOL

40. Do you have work tomorrow?
* of course.. ada FAT lagi..

41. Is marriage in your future?
* surely hope yess..

42. When was the last time you said "I love you." to a gerl and really mean it?
* i don't

43.What should you be doing right now?
* take a bath.. :p

44. Do you have a nickname?
* aliasunway

45. Are you a heavy sleeper?
* nope

46.When was the last time you used a skateboard?
* 1990

47. What is the best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?
* TRANSFORMERS .. autobots, transform !!

51. Did you cry today?
* yesterday.. while watching ROCKY BALBOA.. haha

52. Do you like someone right now?
* maybe..

53. Are you currently playing any sports?
* no..

55. Last time you listened to music?
* juz now

56. Last time you watched tv?
* this morning

57. Do you miss someone right now?
* ma nephews !!

58. What are you doing at this very moment?
* in sleepy mode..

59. Who is the last person you talked on the phone with?
* can't remember..

60. Who is the last person who texted you?
* ida

Wednesday 4 July 2007

syukur..

wrote this post yesterday when suddenly my pc hanged...

i miss them.. those words precisely describes how i feel today.. i miss my ex-colleague from last year.. miss the frenship.. y today ? becoz bad things happened on today.. in 2006.. everything seems fresh in my mind. not to say i can't forget it.. but it's just the most priceless lesson. and somewhat triggered to a better frenship..hopefully.. i thank GOD for what HE planned.. as only ALLAH knows BEST..

need to find some gifts for them. :)