mechanical

mechanical.. that's the word.. a definitive word referring a frenship i'm having with a fren.. everything's just mechanical... there's no touch.. don't mean to compare but me n my other frenz juz have this "thing".. a bond.. but with this X.. i just cannot.. been trying for almost 3 years.. hate it when i talk bout it behind X's back.. but X cudn't juz get it.. for people like me, the dislikes are clear enuf for anyone to see... my silence tells it all... but at the end of the day... life goes on..i just take X as part of my life... hmm..