Ouchh

hai mcblog.. lama giler aku x tulis kt sini.. last time was when i thot i'm back to office for good.. hmm nmpknye tidakk.. this last 2 3 weeks i just can't think straight... too much on my mind.. since i'm still young in my job, that's y it's kinda headache to handle such enormous responsibilities..

menda yg paling byk makan masa aku adalah OPC ngok ngek tu.. utk APC.. adoii.. at last.. aku dpt jgk selesaikan masalah tu.. sebenarnye aku rs aku boleh je selesaikan cepat.. tp sbb aku x dpt nk concentrate. benda bertimbun timbun.. sumenye nk kn study dulu.. cemana aku nk buat.. pulak tu utk pre close - up aku br dpt emel about deadlines.. damn i am so cannot finish it.. then i wrote email to my pm. telling how my situation really is..i've been so tensed last week that made me cry to sleep.. menyampah betul biler kena pk pasal keje ni.. tp alhamdulillah things are getting astray now.. opc da berjaya.. insyaallah. aku da test 3 hari so far it is stable.. PI is up.. n apc is ready for commissioning... wat left are 3 things.. which only 1 i can do on my own.. 2 lg kn study duluu n need help.. i;ve been crying for help since last november.. now that deadline is just around the corner .. help is still not here.. i think i need to start to lookout.. a few of my friends already got permanent position..well they said their contract has ended..coincedentally, headcounts are available.. hmm... cannot tell.. watever it is i need to start to look out.. i dun believe in bhsb.. things do not go as it is supposed to be any more...

lately aku rs, aku nye tanggungjawab ni sgt besar. sgt banyak.. compared to others. aku x tau la kenapa.. i appreciate the trust.. but sometimes i need help too..

bile da baca blog chi chiong kai. aku rs termotivasi pulak.. aku pnh diberitahu pasal buku tuu. da lama da aku dgr.. siap dpt cd lagi dr member dulu. tp x sempat nk baca pun... well i think, i'm inspired.. coz i trust my agent.. hehehe