Survey, how messed up are you really

How messed up are you realy?
Fears
What is your biggest fear?:	losing someone
Are you afraid of death?:	no
Do you fear God?:	OF COURSE
Do you fear that the world will end soon?:	no
Are you afraid of being murdered currently?:	yeahh
Are you afraid of anything you shouldn\'t be?:	juz one thing
Are you afraid of anyone in your family?:	no
Does your past scare you?:	no
Does the future scare you?:	a little
Does the present scare you?:	not really
Are you afraid of spiders?:	not the small ones
Are you afraid of bridges?:	nope.. luv it
Current feelings
Are you afraid of anything?:	that i couldn't perform in my job.. nervous
Are you crying?:	no
Do you want to cry?:	no.. done more than once last 2 weeks
Are you angry?:	a lil
Do you want to hurt someone?:	emotionally yes.. but rationally no
Do you want to hurt yourself?:	no
Are you emotionaly drained?:	no
Do you feel numb?:	no
Do you feel happy?:	getting there
Are you in love?:	maybe
Does your body ache?:	some parts yes
Have you ever
Hurt yourself?:	on purpose ?? hell no
Attempted suicide?:	feel like to yess.. but naa...
Attempted murder?:	no
Done drugs?:	no
Been molested?:	yess
Been abused?:	emotionally yes
Watched someone die?:	dying no... dead yes
Lost someone very close to you?:	no
Wished you were dead?:	no
Hid in your closet?:	sometimes
Washed yourself and didn't feel clean?:	no
Had a one night stand?:	no
Put someone in the hospital?:	no
Wished you didn't exist?:	no
Wanted to be someone else?:	no
Family....
Parents divorced?:	yes
Was either one abusive?:	no
Did they do drugs?:	no
Are they alcoholics?:	no
Are they still alive?:	yes
Has either one been out of your life for atleast 5 years?:	no.. my dad , but only for 2 years
Do you have any siblings?:	sure
If so did they hurt you?:	only mr stupid elder bro
Have you been molested by any of your family?:	yess
Have you lost a close family member?:	yes..my grandma
Has anyone in your family been to jail? If so what for?:	no..
Do they ignore you?:	yes..if not, at least they made me feel that way
Love and what not
Are you in an unstable relationship?:	no
Do you dump a guy/girl the second things get serious?:	no
Does your b/f g/f treat you badly?:	no
Do they look down to you?:	no
Do they hurt your feelings?:	no
Do they get violent with you?:	no
If so do you like it?:	no
Do you try to cause arguments?:	no
Do your relationships last more than a month?:	sure
Random.....
Have you ever been put into a mental institution?:	no
Have you ever seen a shrink?:	yess
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental disorder?:	no
If so what?:	no
Do you spend many nights alone?:	not that many
Do you sleep a lot more or less than normal?:	less
Do you eat a lot less or more than normal?:	less
Do you injoy being alone?:	yess
Do you get mad easily?:	no
Do you intentionaly hurt people feelings?:	no
Are you a loner?:	sometimes
Do you hide your feelings from people who love you?:	yes
Do or did you get bad grades in school?:	no
Life means nothing to you?:	no.. life is full of meaning